All my life I've thought my face was
crooked.
I would tilt my head when talking to
people so they won't notice it and would
turn my head when getting pictures taken.
I've spent hours looking in a double
mirror and wondering how no one else can
see how ugly my face is.
I've overheard people whisper that my eyes
are crooked, but have never had someone
actually tell me to my face.
I hate it and wish I could get surgery to
straighten my face.
I've had people tell me I'm good looking
or handsome and I can't believe how anyone
could say that.
I went to my eye doctor the other day and
he told me one of my eyes is weaker than
the other.
He then said that's normal and everyone is
different.
He then startled me by saying that one
side of my face is larger than the other.
He also said that one eye is higher than
the other on my face.
I wanted to cover my face and run out of
the room. That was the first time anyone
ever said that directly to my face. It
confirmed what I had always hated about my
self.
I told my significant other what the
doctor said and she said no one
can notice it. I'm sad to say that I
don't believe her and I think she
is just saying that to make me feel
better.
I need a non-biased opinion so here's a
picture I took this A.M.
http:
//i4.photobucket.com/albums/y119/vekkish/m
ypic001.jpg
You can see my right side of my face is
more pronounced and bulging more outwards
than my left side.
My right eye is higher and the left eye is
crooked and slanted downwards.
You can tell by my eyebrows how crooked my
eyes are.
Also, the tip of my nose isn't directly
pointed straight out because of
my right side of my face protruding it out
to the left side.
I hate my face and wish I could get
surgery to straighten it out, but I know
it would be a very painful and expensive
process.
I'm not going to let this picture stay up
too long as this was really hard for me to
post this.
