fighting with my schizophrenia Posted: 05-11-08 22:39pm
When I became very sensitive to people at
my work place, and and felt that people
were following me... Several months later,
I started hear, see and feel things that
people don't. I have this kind of feeling
for almost 3 years.
After 9 months of my first hearing, seeing
and feeling things, I went to see a doctor
and I was diagnostic with schizochrenia
disease. At first, I have heard about 6
voices and seen about 6 different forms of
human following me everywhere. For the
first 3 months, I've drove my car around
the city to try to get rid of the things.
At this time, I believed in some kind of
supernature that someone sent them to
follow me. Most of the time there was a
human form following my eyesight wherever
I look at. Since I known this, I've
started using my eyesight to point (throw)
to some kind of real sharp-pointed object
with power (imagination) of my eyesight to
kill the thing. I also used my imagination
to fight back with them whenever they
attach me, or throw them out of my body.
Beside that, I incited them to fight with
each other. After 9 months, I was
successfully kill 3 of them. I then got a
new job and began to see my doctor for the
MRI test and was diagnostic with
schizophrenia. I then started taking
medication Abilify til now. However, I
still keep fight with them by my eyesight
(imagination). Six months after I first
seen my doctor and continued fighting with
them, another one (the strongest one) was
gone. After about 1-1/2 years, there are 2
voices left over and the thing are not
able to form human-like any more. For now,
I rarely see them but I still hear 2
voices and feel them still around my body.
I continue fighting with them while taking
Abilify. I know that the thing copying any
object that I looking at. I then take
advantage of this to throw them to stick
to other object as much as I can. I feel
the thing is lesser day by day, and they
are getting weeker too. I feel them and
hear voices among the sticky thing, and
they can attach me strong like before. I
now can control myself almost 99% while
taking Abilify.I feel like I have so much
experience and technique fighting with the
schizophrenia disease beside taking
medication.
So my question is that is anyone have this
experience fighting with the voices your
hear, the thing you see, or the feeling
you have? I still believe that I still can
fight with them or throw them away because
I can control their [the things] motion by
my eyesight with imagination, or even
retaliate the feeling (pain, itching...)
to them when they attach me with those
feelings. I feel them getting weaker after
I fighting with them, however, if anyone
experience the same like I do and what is
the result? And I welcome any other
advices.
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Sinc17
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Joined: 03 Jan 2008 Posts: 29
Posted: 05-12-08 07:14am
Yea I have some experience with that, I
have sometime the feeling that someon is
following me. And in my eye corners I see
black figures. I think with myself then
LET THEM COME I DONT GIVE A *peep* .
Mosltly I get so angery they disseapear,
now I haven't had this kind of things for
a long time. Just dont fear it, if they
chase u chase them because at the end they
cant do a thing
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Lilitha
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Posted: 05-12-08 11:13am
I see black figures with the corner of my
eye so much that I`m getting use to
it.However I don`t fight back,cause I`m
scared of what they might do to me.I just
stay quiet and ignore.If they get closer i
totally freak out and hide.
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henry2005
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Joined: 11 May 2008 Posts: 7
RE: fighting with my schizophrenia Posted: 06-15-08 00:59am
Medication does not effect on my case or
it effect every slow... I have to fight
with them all the time. There were 7 or 8
spirits (the voices hear and things I
see), after for about 2 years, there are 2
spirits left over.
How can I fight with them? It is very
complicated. Because the thing following
my eyes sight, wherever I look there must
be something there. I use my imagination
to imagine a tool in a spirit hands and
let the spirit fight itself. For example,
I look at the spirit and I imagine the
spirit holding a machine saw by 2 hands
and quickly imagine the machine saw
rotating to cut the spirit's chest or even
cut the spirit by half. This is just 1 of
million ways to fight them.
Why I can fight them like this way? The
thing is, everything is imagination. I
imagine anything, there have to follow my
imagination. When they hurt me on my head,
I look at one spirit and I imagine that
the pain is on the spirit's head at the
same feeling, so the one attack me have to
stop. There are many ways to fight with
them, until you at least find out one way
to fight then you can fight with many ways
you want defends on a situation. After 3
years fighting, the spirts (2 left over)
around me now they don't have hands to
attack me anymore, I cut them all (they
don't even have head, legs or anything,
there is something still stick on my body
and they live on among those sticky
thing). And sometimes, I imagine hands for
them to throw them away into moving car's
tires when I driving. I now only hear
voices (2 voices) but don't see them
anymore (every rarely but not in any
form).
If any one with schizophrenia believe me,
you can try out to start fighting with the
thing (the spirits) with one simple
example. Look at the spirit, then imagine
its 2 hands catch and hold its 2 legs. If
you can do that then you can fight with
the spirit.
Have any one have any experience like
this, please let me know. However, be
careful when fighting with the spirits.
You have to look where you go for your own
safety while fighting with the things.
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nicholasj
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 18 Apr 2008 Posts: 10
fighting with my schizophrenia Posted: 06-15-08 07:36am
Hey gang, it sounds like you are all in
touch with the spirit world. It really
does exist.
I suggest that you investigate forms of
spiritual healing. A shamanic healer just
may be able to help you. Also, start
practicing yoga breathing. It's a very
powerful healing practice ... the one
that's called "rebirthing". It heals on
the spiritual level.
RE: fighting with my schizophrenia Posted: 06-17-08 23:25pm
Medication does not effect on my case or
it effect every slow... I have to fight
with them all the time. There were 7 or 8
spirits (the voices hear and things I
see), after for about 2 years, there are 2
spirits left over.
How can I fight with them? It is very
complicated. Because the thing following
my eyes sight, wherever I look there must
be something there. I use my imagination
to imagine a tool in a spirit hands and
let the spirit fight itself. For example,
I look at the spirit and I imagine the
spirit holding a machine saw by 2 hands
and quickly imagine the machine saw
rotating to cut the spirit's chest or even
cut the spirit by half. This is just 1 of
million ways to fight them.
Why I can fight them like this way? The
thing is, everything is imagination. I
imagine anything, there have to follow my
imagination. When they hurt me on my head,
I look at one spirit and I imagine that
the pain is on the spirit's head at the
same feeling, so the one attack me have to
stop. There are many ways to fight with
them, until you at least find out one way
to fight then you can fight with many ways
you want defends on a situation. After 3
years fighting, the spirts (2 left over)
around me now they don't have hands to
attack me anymore, I cut them all (they
don't even have head, legs or anything,
there is something still stick on my body
and they live on among those sticky
thing). And sometimes, I imagine hands for
them to throw them away into moving car's
tires when I driving. I now only hear
voices (2 voices) but don't see them
anymore (every rarely but not in any
form).
If any one with schizophrenia believe me,
you can try out to start fighting with the
thing (the spirits) with one simple
example. Look at the spirit, then imagine
its 2 hands catch and hold its 2 legs. If
you can do that then you can fight with
the spirit.
Have any one have any experience like
this, please let me know. However, be
careful when fighting with the spirits.
You have to look where you go for your own
safety while fighting with the things.
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Georgia59
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I'm so glad that you all can come on here
as a community for support- that's exactly
what we wanted. Please just keep in mind
that schizophrenia is a mental disease,
and should be treated that way.
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