Why can it not stop? This bulimia of mine
has become so bad that it is impairing my
ability to go to work, to do the normal
things people do! I am afraid, I can not
even go to work for fear of other people
thinking I have gained weight and I
measure myself all the time. It is
freaking me out, every time I start to get
better...a mere few weeks is the longest I
have been able to control it for. Why? I
want OUT of this eating disorder and it
seems to have become a ticket to hell. I
hate my body...it is so out of proportion
and my thinking has become warped. I can
not bare the thought of seeing people who
I knew before when I was skinnier. I can
not. The anxiety is overwhelming. I eat,
and I worry and I fricken eat and eat and
then spew it all up and then I STILL gain
weight but I can't stop it now. I want
OUT.
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loulou895
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 10 Mar 2008 Posts: 3
bulimia.. Posted: 03-16-08 08:11am
have you talked to anyone about this face
to face? you need to get this under
controle a.s.a.p.......u are seriously
hurting ur body!!! please go see ur g.p
and get da tretment u need..there are lots
of people in your shoes u should try
finding a local support group where you
can meet people who know what ur going
through!
This disorder is doing you no favours when
it comes to weight loss, your body if
anything will store more fat than a person
who eats healty as it tryn to store as
much energy (fat) as possible before you
make yourself sick again...
please let me no how you get on and dont
be ashamed to talk about this to your
g.p,their there to help..not judge
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