Within the last 6 years I've experienced a
major change in my behavior, at first I
didn't know what was happening exactly
except my states aren't stable I got
really nerves and mad sometimes, moreover
stomach cramps happen like after eating at
first I started to treat it as stomach
issue for a couple of years but it doesn't
seem like that.
I went to psychiatric whom advised me with
"Resperdal" with I took like 6 month, then
another psychiatric advised me with
"Alprax(Alprazolam)" and "lithium" which
I've been taking over a year now, this
helps more than Resperdal but doesn't heal
completely.. also brain scan(EGG) is
fine.
My states now is that I m having like
these kinds of problems frequently which I
believe is caused mostly by brain but I m
not very sure if other things involved.
First I will go through situations which
leads to the problem then the consequences
and symptoms which happen to be the same
after each situation for example:
I woke up in the morning and find my head
race through thoughts, I took a nap during
the day and after I woke up I feel sick
and stressed, I thought at my own like
going away with my mind or analyzing
something happened, I got into stressful
situation or distraction which leads to
that kind of thoughts race I just
mentioned.
Symptoms are: first and most important is
(stray) like losing control of my mind
cant think or function normally, seeing
things around from a different
perspective(wrong sense mostly), poverty
of (speech, hearing and understanding),
hands shake, weakness, sleepy, less
energy, also one of the major symptoms is
like stomach cramps but more I believe, it
feels like whole my body left side from
head to stomach is all feeling sick and
tightened, like one nerve extending from
my back head right side to my abdomen left
side(this happening correspondingly with
mind thoughts) under this condition eating
makes it go much much worse like more
stress and food indigestion.
I've searched through different mental
disorders but haven't really got an exact
match cause of that "mind stray or lose" I
m currently experiencing.
I think its kind of Bipolar disorder cause
of mood swings according to when I feel
bad or good(more active, talkative and
less need to sleep).
I m feeling this unique after all my
readings about different types of
disorders.. If someone knows something
about that I will be glad to hear. Thank
you.
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Tmddyan
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Posted: 06-17-08 15:00pm
I was going to mention bipolar disorder as
this sounds a lot like one of my clients
that has it pretty bad with a few
differences from yours. we have a bipolar
form so feel free to go ans search around
in tehre and meak yourself at home. could
also be a touch of anxiety due to the
stomach cramps--yes we have a forum for
that too--so just browse around. and go
see a doctor and get evaluated with a
diagnosis. it doesnt seem that they have
given you one. YOu arent alone in this
there are others out there that are like
you--keep your chin up and keep in touch.
you know where to find me if you need me
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danber
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 17 Jun 2008 Posts: 2
Posted: 06-17-08 18:14pm
Hi Tmddyan,
Yes the problem is that I haven't got a
clear diagnosis from the two therapists
I've seen so far, so probably I will go
ahead and see another professional to get
a clear one, I was thinking of that
really.
Also I agree that anxiety has a lot to do
with all this stuff, or at least it's the
root that's reinforcing it. And good to
know I'm not alone in all that but doesn't
make me happy either.
I'll keep searching around, thanks for
reply, take care.