This isnt really a physical comment...more
of a mental one. My life is a mess..im 31,
i have no home,no gf,no friends,no job. I
fall deeper everyday into a blackness,its
becoming harder to leave (my fathers)
house. I was a royal marine 10 years ago
and saw many terrible things and saw what
the human mind is capable of inclduing
myself...i am very wary of people and hate
to be around them now.
Up to five years ago i was a very
successfull person,ex royal marine..went
to university..became an actor and was
becoming very successfull but then it all
stopped...now i am in debt to and almost
bankrupt. The friends i had then and the
gf are gone. I am surrounded by violent
people in my area and find the thought of
becoming aggresive AGAIN nausiating..war
has a strange affect on people.
Last year i watched my mother and best
friend die of cancer and feel that
emottionaly i am numb now...i cant go
through anymore pain.
I had to split with my gf because she is a
muslim and i am not and marrage is out of
the question for someone in my situation
so i broke her heart..
i feel guilt,anger,sadness,anxiety,nervs
and frustration
What would you do?
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movish
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Joined: 27 May 2008 Posts: 1
your problem seem to be........... Posted: 05-29-08 13:15pm
your problem seems to be a spiritual one
and needs such attension.
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CarolDiane
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Posted: 05-29-08 15:00pm
I feel for you. Perhaps you might consider
getting some kind of theropy. You would be
surprised how much it can bring out of
someone. Sometimes intense fears that hide
inside of us. I truly believe that if you
can understan yourself and what it is in
life that is so remorsful and depressing
for you, you then can get the tools to
combat it. A broken relationship where
love is really a deep part of the feeling,
is not easy to get over. You could use
some lay back, informal help to get you
through.
Best of luck
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harmony1
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Joined: 18 May 2008 Posts: 375 Location: , Australia
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Posted: 05-29-08 20:25pm
I agree with Carol...
You've been through a lot and talking
about it could be really helpful. if you
don't address issues you can dig yourself
into a big black hole.
