hopefully someone can help me out. A
little while ago, about a month, my
girlfriend "finished" me with her hands
and bath and body work massage oil. I
remember it being a little rough, but
enjoyable. Immediately afterwards, and
ever since, I have a twist (flaccid) to
the left, a little extra curve (which
takes me to about 30 degrees left), but my
real concern is all the extra skin on my
penis. Could the shaft be thinner after
this? I can't understand why there would
be extra skin? I seem a little longer
both flaccid and erect (I have a larger
penis already), but when flaccid a little
thinner. Following this event, there was
some numbness and I still feel like I'm
flexing the muscle (whether I mean to or
not) to "not pee" after showers and
urinating. Also, at times, there's a
"band" around my penis when half erect...
although it fades when fully erect. It
should be said that worry prevents a lot
of erections and arousal for me at the
moment...but waking the morning allows me
to see I'm not unable to get aroused. It
also seems my uretha is slightly more to
the right of my shaft (nothing major, but
a little more to the right than directly
under the shaft). My now perenium (sp?)
also has a dull pain after ejaculation.
There was no snapping, no bruising, no
blood, no difficulty urinating or
ejaculating (although maybe a little
burn), a little numbness for a day or two
but no pain at all ... just a very
different look to my penis ever since. I
went about 5 days each time (it's been
about a month now) and I think there was
improvement... worried, I tried to
masturbate to see if I'm "back," and each
time I've been right back to day one.
I've gone six days now without doing
anything, but I can't prevent erections in
my sleep.
Did I just injure something? I know
there's so many "bad" cases (I've done
research and seen pictures and such) and
I'm very glad I didn't fall into this
category! Still, I worry about my future.
My brother had something similar happen,
went to tons of doctors and came back
"normal," and said it took months and
months to go away. Is that the case for
me? There's not a lot out there about
mild trauma and what to expect, what to
do, etc.
Does anyone have this problem? If so, can
anyone suggest what to expect? What to
do? I don't want to look like this for
the rest of my life and I'm 100% sure it
came from her masturbating me.
I know this isn't a medical evaluation and
I know I wrote a lot above. If anyone can
address all of it, that would be VERY
helpful to me. i don't have insurance or
any money right now (and it doesn't look
like any is coming in the near future), so
I haven't seen a doctor about this as I
won't hit rent or cover my bills (i'm only
28 years old).
THANK YOU SO MUCH for your help. It means
A LOT.
