Hey there!
First, before I say anything...I do have
schizo currently and my advice may not be
the best, but I have found comfort in
them...take it or leave it in the hopes
that it may help in some small way.
help would really be appreciated
thatnkyou,
theres always voices in my head, talking
to me, telling me to do things, giving me
advice, fighting for dominancy.
>> It seems that there would be some
sort of purpose to these voices, and I
personally believe it has nothing to do
with what they say (obviously not
constructive) sooooo... I think they are
filling your head with garbage to further
separate you from the world.
i never have any control of my feeling
anymore,
I see myself, as different persons
sometimes or as in a different way.
>> It's weird looking in the mirror
too, huh? hehe....I imagine these voices
have been with you a pretty long time. Do
you remember how you want others to
perceive you? If yes, stick to that and
try to keep a handle on the self-doubt,
you are probably noticing all your flaws
and are compelled to correct everything,
but that stuff takes time ...it's actually
one of the goals of life to accomplish by
the time your 100 man.
I see my self doing bad things before my
eyes when an urge comes up, I feel like my
life is a movie and I'm just someone in
the audiance.
>> To some degree, it is true...if
your religious...which I'm going to assume
is a definite yes after all you've
experienced. At this point...there's way
too much negative, if the above helps then
this may start to become a manageable
problem.
I'm always deppressed, for some reason the
voices i hear rule out all my
possibilities of happiness.
>> Yah...after you're done being
curious about them and giving them credit
for pointing out weaknesses you should be
alright...and if it helps, from
experience, you will not attain what your
looking for by using their intel...the
best way is actually humility.
sometimes i wake up feeling like a
different person, Or thrashing out at
nothing in a flash of rage, when I feel
hurt or sad, everything around me feels
unreal, it feels like its closing in on
me, It makes me wanna be someone I realy
am not.
>> Hmmm, I assume you can't call
anyone because not a soul knows what on
earth is going on with you...if it helps I
can give you my e-mail / cell in case of
an emergency, judgement free...
I always feel like everyone hates me, that
nobody wants me, when I very well know I
have a bunch of good friends. I get this
feeling of never ending lonliness
sometimes, it feels like veryone around me
just doesnt exist.
>> This is the side effect of
validating their opinion, or maybe not
knowing what the heck is going on with you
I think. You're lonely because you're
holding everything you posted in the forum
inside yourself...the brain needs a
release of some sort, posting this thread
probably gave you some relief I'm sure...
Is this schizophrenia? or is this
something else? or more than one thing?
>> Certainly reminds me of my
past...I would have to say yes, it's more
than likely though, let me be the first to
welcome you to the club! hehe
Again, let me reiterate for others...Yes,
I am aware the advice I just gave is very,
very odd sounding...please keep in mind
that schizophrenic people do indeed have
an uncanny ability to discern truth from
fiction...I am more than confident he will
be able analyze the situation and say "WTH
is he talking about?" if that may be the
case...it hopefully may help really...it's
a crazy thing to go through...
