so what is wrong with me for the past 2-3
years?
I CANT LET GO, and when i do.. it goes
fine for a few months and his back in my
life
i cry more than i can remember being happy
i distance myself, but it doesnt last
I KNOW WHAT I HAVE TO DO
but I CANT...
dont get me wrong, im not going to try
justify him, he is a great guy. but he is
not for me, I KNOW THIS. but it hurts and
i always give in. one minute things are
going great, next i jst wish i never met
him.
I feel so stupid that if hypathetically...
IF he turned to me and said the most
hurtful things/abused me/gave me aids
(rofl knock on wood).. i would probably
get over it and still look up to him...
LIKE WHAT?
Every1 gives me great advice and deep down
i know. But i look at the little things he
does (good things) and then i jst seem to
forget about all the things he does to
hurt me? (and im not saying he does
anything, i think its all in my head)
ITS SO messed UP.
i hate burdening my friends with the same
old problems, because i feel like a broken
record lol
This guy is NOT my boyfriend (was about 2
yrs ago) Have known him for odd 4 years.
closest guy ive ever been with. I think
its jst coz i dont have anything better to
move onto.
I have seen other guys (TO TRY MOVE ON) +
hooked up with others, but i always either
compare, or my heart is still reserved for
him.
Is it because i dont have him all to
myself, and if i actually did i would get
over it. (this has happened to me in the
past)
Dont get me wrong, we care for eachother
and if i was in trouble he would probably
be the first one id call to save me (lol)
i have alot of respect for him. But its
just not ON..
Has any1 ever been in this situation? coz
i feel really stupid.
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Willa Weintraub
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Posted: 05-08-08 08:02am
If it has happened in the past, that if
you had him to yourslef you could get over
him) then why haven't you moved on? I have
been in a similar situation but have not
greived for more than 3-6 months. 2 years
is a little crazy and I think if by this
time your not over him, maybe you should
go see a doctor? This is in no way me
making fun of you, you may really need to
see one. What you need to do is completely
cut him out of your life. Do not see him,
take him off your mysace,facebook,e-mail
cut pictures and sever all ties. You need
to move on and seeing him or having things
that remind you of him will not help.
