Hi,
I am new to the board. I have no where to
turn. I feel like I am in a tunnel that
never ends. I have been diagnosed with BP
for several years now. I feel like I am
the only one that has these issues, that
have isolated me for so long. Here goes
at times I do feel twisted
Sounds annoy me, to the point of
altercations
I can not go to the movies ( I hear the
crunching of popcorn)
I can not go to a mexican reasurant (
crunching of chips)
I can not, even for one minute, deal
with:
crunching of any kind
pen clicking
tapping of fingernails on anything
snapping or popping of gum
loud booming music
the S sounds on the tv or radio
a loud tv
ect. I am sure you get the point
I do not like when someone is to close to
me or breaths on me
I do not like to be touched by stangers
It seems like everytime I get out in
public someone is doing these things.
I can not escape. I get so angry at these
things that I make a complete fool of
myself. I know that people think I am
crazy for making a big deal out of things
that seem normal to them. I make up things
in my head that will never happen, but its
still makes me angry. I am a very good
giving person, with a lot of love to give,
but when I get around these noises I feel
like a jekle and hyde. It's like I am
possesed. My mood changes in a spilt
second. Am I the only one out there?
