I just read your most recent post and I wanted to say that I am so sorry. I know exactly how you feel. I went through it a week and half ago. Doctors were telling me that I was fine and not to worry too. But I went on to be 16 wks pregnant before I found out that the baby died at 9 wks.
It is really sad that women have to go through this. Please take time to grieve so when you do get pregnant again you will be emotionally ready for it. I know right now that you are really depressed but it does get easier with each day. I bought an angel pendant to put on my chain because on lots of these forums women refer to the babies they lost as ''Angel Babies'' and to themselves as ''Angel mommies''. It really helped me because whenever I think about the baby I lost I hold on to it and and even give it a little kiss. It may sound weird but trust me it has helped. I may want to forget the miscarriage but I don't want to forget my baby that I bonded with.
So remember to take care of yourself and take time to heal. We are all here for you if you need to talk. Also, feel free to pm me if you want.