The other night i started wigging out
twitching and stuff after repeatedivley
looking at my self in the mirror i drove
my self to insnaity or something i
believe i have some sought of ocd ,to make
a long story short i was really in panic
mode of some sought and i got tooken away
in ambulance and went to the physicatric
center and after they gave me a shot in
the behind it made me feel slowed down and
my heart started to race real fast
evenutally i started having a panic attack
after the shot i was feelng like hell like
i was dying all i kept saying was oh my
god who am i sir what is life what is life
and i kept thinking that i was dying and i
couldnt understand who i was or where i
was or anything for the next 1 hour my
heart was racing so hard that if i didnt
move back and 4th or pace while grabbing
my chest i felt my heart would of jumped
out and i would of ainted and died i kept
holding my chest and my heart i felt like
i was going to pass out and i was pacing
in the room i was dillusional and dizzy
and seeing stars and it was HELL if it
exist i been there i never felt nothing
like this in my entire life it was like a
nightmare you cant escape i couldnt sit
still and they gave me a ekg after 4
attempts it was the absolutley worse
feeling in my life i couldnt understand
anything i couldnt understand what peoples
face meant ad what people were i
eventually fell asleep after forcing
myself to after sucking up the pain in my
chest and my nerves and woke up with a
fog head like it feels something is in my
head like a depression pain acorss my head
like i wanted to cry like i wanna cry but
i cant it was like whining and crying with
out the tears and i cant really respond
well and i eyes hurt really there is so
much tension pain in my eyes my vision is
really bad though to begin with and i dont
wear glassees and my blood pressure was
pretty high after 5 test's i believe in
the 130's im only 19 and i took tabs of
5htp that maybe me feel some what happier
and uppied my mood but i cant sleep too
well in every position my eyes and head
hurt and my body is twitching some and i
feel like crying for no reason im doing
the sprout whine with out tears just the
typical aww Ugh feeling like something is
wrong but i cant id it....
what can this be
Last edited by vel on 07-22-07 07:44am; edited 3 times in total
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vel
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 08 Nov 2005 Posts: 58
Posted: 07-22-07 04:56am
day 3 or 4
i feel nausea,and have stomache maybe from
the 5-htp?
i also feel kind of distatched from my
body and my head still hurts i find myself
slurring words or talking in a slow
mumbling zombie response and still very
much twitching in my arms and lower back
,i feel the need o cry but i also feel
dillusional and on the verge of another
huge panic attack,everythings seems to me
as im having the outlook of my last
attack,i was screaming where am i and who
am i what is this life what are we? and im
still in that kind of state of mind just
blurred out and feeling alkward.
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vel
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 08 Nov 2005 Posts: 58
Posted: 07-22-07 05:56am
and could any one be able to tell me if
this could be possible allergic reaction
to the needle they injected me with in the
ward because i went in feeling anxiety and
just streesed but came out
,fatigue,drowsey,and all this head pain
