Need Help Please Im Going Crasy Posted: 07-22-07 09:10am
hi
Glad I found this side really need some
help, I from Iceland so sorry for my
spelling. NEED HELP PLEAS
well where to beginn, I have been dating
this girl for 1 year, we live toghether
and not long ago she had to get an
abortion cause our baby died. Im so
confused, I mean I really like this girl
and have big feelings for her. But there
have been troubles through out our
relationship. Nothing between us, we have
had 2 "fights" almost an overstatment to
call them fights. But she is a recovering
annorexic, and already 3 months into our
relationship she stoped eating and
sleeping which affectet me in a big way, I
helped her through it. then at Chrismas
there was so much stress that (job,
school, relationship) that I had to see a
therapist I basicly crashed big time
emotionaly. Then there dosent go like a
month with out her crying and talking
about that she might be not good enough
for me. She got a breast job and got
really sick, so I took care of her. Then
we moved in toghether and went to new york
on vacation, there all the time she
complain about food and walking it was so
straining. then she got pregnate and lost
it 5 days ago. I just feal like we are
jinxed everything we do is difficult. Also
Im afraid that the rest of our life is
going to be me taking care of her. I mean
it hasent been a year and already all this
trouble. Im thinking mabey I can do better
and get a "healthier" relationship. I mean
I wont leaver her until at least she gets
better after the lose of the baby. But am
I mabey just a cry baby, is this how
relationships are? This is my first "long"
term relationship. Pleas need help
also it scares the crap out of me, Im 26,
and Im also nervous of mabey never finding
anyone that will love me. Im working out
like crasy Im in very good shape, I also
am a very nice guy I babysit alot for my
sisters. Im also though I worked as a
bouncer for 8 years. So I know I have
potenional and stuff. But cant shake the
fear., And its weird cause Im never afraid
it just weird.
