Heya. Im 13 years old and about to enter
the 8th grade. Im 4 feet 11 5/8 inches. I
weigh 106 pounds. I have been
bulemic for almost four months now. Around
three weeks ago, I started fasting for no
reason. I dont know, I guess it'd be
faster to lose weight that way. But I
didnt stop throwing up. I eat and throw up
for 3-4 days and fast for about 5 days,
and then switch. Its a cycle. I think I
eat and stuff because Im depressed. Im
depressed because my Mom's depressed. She
gets mad easily, and she's not smiling for
real anymore. She keeps getting ripped off
by people. She's 29 years old and she pays
for a kid, a giant dog, a house, herself,
and two cars. Every little thing that goes
wrong, she takes it out on me. I've
recently had tons of suicidal thoughts. I
dream of me dying and stuff. Also, Im an
alcoholic. I drink liquor, because beer is
gross. I know its bad, but it makes me
feel better. Im one of those kids in
school that everyone nows about, student
council, honor roll, athletic-ish,
teachers' favorite student; so no one
suspects a thing, which makes it even
harder to tell someone about my problems.
I know I need help, but I dont know where
to go. I've told two friends, but they
dont take it seriously. So now, Im turning
to random people I dont know.
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ThatOneGirl123
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 25 Jul 2007 Posts: 2 Location: Illinois
Posted: 07-25-07 20:13pm
Seems you have alot to deal with.
Youre probably having the depression from
the eating disorder.
and if you drink that also adds to the
depression.
you should tell your mom and get help or
talk to her about how you feel.
and tell your friends that it is for real
and i want you to be here for me.
friends should help you when you are hurt
and down.
there are probably people that care about
you and suicide isnt the answer.
get help or talk to another adult.
like a couseler or something.
Heya. Im 13 years old and
about to enter the 8th grade. Im 4 feet 11
5/8 inches. I weigh 106 pounds. I have been
bulemic for almost four months now. Around
three weeks ago, I started fasting for no
reason. I dont know, I guess it'd be
faster to lose weight that way. But I
didnt stop throwing up. I eat and throw up
for 3-4 days and fast for about 5 days,
and then switch. Its a cycle. I think I
eat and stuff because Im depressed. Im
depressed because my Mom's depressed. She
gets mad easily, and she's not smiling for
real anymore. She keeps getting ripped off
by people. She's 29 years old and she pays
for a kid, a giant dog, a house, herself,
and two cars. Every little thing that goes
wrong, she takes it out on me. I've
recently had tons of suicidal thoughts. I
dream of me dying and stuff. Also, Im an
alcoholic. I drink liquor, because beer is
gross. I know its bad, but it makes me
feel better. Im one of those kids in
school that everyone nows about, student
council, honor roll, athletic-ish,
teachers' favorite student; so no one
suspects a thing, which makes it even
harder to tell someone about my problems.
I know I need help, but I dont know where
to go. I've told two friends, but they
dont take it seriously. So now, Im turning
to random people I dont
know.
Darling,
you are neither alcoholic nor bulemic, but
if you dont care in time things may get
serious.
you are a very good kid! dont need to
worry about mom,Mom is there to help. If
one asks your mom what are you living for?
she will answer: I wonna see my kid grow
healthy wealthy and wise.
so if you get rid of that bad ideas you
shall be healthy wealthy and wise and your
mom will be glad too. Still, you an
individual and you have your own way,
remember this.
when your mom is on a good mood sit by her
side and tell her that you have a big big
secret. and when she asks tell her that
you get bulimic every time she is upset
and ask her what you could do not to react
that way on her nervousity.
I have been
bulemic for almost four months now. Around
three weeks ago, I started fasting for no
reason. I dont know, I guess it'd be
faster to lose weight that way. But I
didnt stop throwing up. I eat and throw up
for 3-4 days and fast for about 5 days,
and then switch. Its a cycle. I think I
eat and stuff because Im depressed. Im
depressed because my Mom's depressed. She
gets mad easily, and she's not smiling for
real anymore. She keeps getting ripped off
by people. She's 29 years old and she pays
for a kid, a giant dog, a house, herself,
and two cars. Every little thing that goes
wrong, she takes it out on me. I've
recently had tons of suicidal thoughts. I
dream of me dying and stuff. Also, Im an
alcoholic. I drink liquor, because beer is
gross. I know its bad, but it makes me
feel better. Im one of those kids in
school that everyone nows about, student
council, honor roll, athletic-ish,
teachers' favorite student; so no one
suspects a thing, which makes it even
harder to tell someone about my problems.
I know I need help, but I dont know where
to go. I've told two friends, but they
dont take it seriously. So now, Im turning
to random people I dont know.
