Feels Like There Is Two of Me. Posted: 08-02-07 21:10pm
Mmkay, so I am in my late teens and i've
started feeling a little odd. My body has
been feeling emotions, but my mind
contradicts them completely. Today was a
great example, I was playing guitar and I
suddenly felt really really depressed and
angry, but I was still happy. It was like
a second person moved in, like I'm not
feeling my own emotions. i've been
extremely afraid aswell, but i dont know
what of. It feels like the end of the
world is coming, and I can't stop it and I
will die slowest of all. but it definatly
feels like there is two of me, the one who
loves life and enjoys smileing and joking,
and then another who is afraid, depressed,
and doesnt care about anyone...
I can;t figure out what i feel and what i
think I feel...I'm so confused...
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backpain_nc
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 31 Jul 2007 Posts: 17 Location: Burlington, NC USA
Posted: 08-03-07 13:40pm
sammigal,
I'm not sure exactly what your feeling. I
think what you may need to do is seek
professional help. I do know how you feel
as far as the overwhelming dread and
anger. Do you have any family members on
either side that have been diagnosed
bipolar? I hope everything works out for
you.
Alexa
