I really need them! As you guys know I
went to the ER. They took blood and urine
and said I dont have an ectopic pregnancy.
I told him "There is something terribly
wrong with me!!!" So he kept asking
questions and feeling on my lower stomach
causing MORE pain. He did an ultrasound
and told me I have a lots of abnormal
sized cysts on my right ovary. One of them
is huge. He then gave me pain meds, which
I am NOT taking Im too scared to since Im
here alone with Mel, then they sent me
home to wait to go to my Gyno tomorrow
since they arent open on Mondays.

He wrote on my
discharge papers the word "Cystadenomas".
I havent looked that up yet. So im not for
sure what that is. Anyways Saturday night
I went to stay with my MIL because I was
in too much pain to stay here with Mel by
myself while Joey is at work. I woke up
early Sunday morning in severe pain. I
should have gone back to the ER but they
would tell me the same. My lower abdomen
feels like someone is stabbing it. Im
neasous, Having tons of hot flashes. I
been having panic attacks 4-5 times a day
since Friday! Im here alone with Amelia
and shes being terriably fussy. Her teeth
isnt cutting in all they way. They been
1/4 the way up since for months now. I
want to call Joeys Mom to come stay with
her but she lives over an hour away. I
hate that Joey works 6 days a week and
night shift at that. It sucks! Its like Im
a single mom. I just hope they can do
something for me tomorrow. Im hurting so
bad!