1st Month Back In the Game And...... Posted: 08-08-07 14:14pm
Stupid af decided that she was going to
arrive right in the middle of a big
meeting today. I felt sick all day and
had bad stomach pains all over not just in
my lower abdomen. I took some tylenol and
i feel much better, but I am starting to
get really upset about it.
My temp was still kinda up this morning,
at least above the coverline. I took a
test yesterday morning and was negative.
I keep seeing all the girls little ones on
the other forums and I start to cry,
because I want a baby so baddly. I don't
know if I am really that upset, or if I am
still kinda emotional from my friends
death.
I know that I shouldn't be that upset, it
is only the first month that we tried
again, and with going through what we have
gone through this past week and a half,
its no wonder. I didn't temp or take my
prenatals the whole time I was gone (about
a week). I guess I will just have to try
next time. We are going to be in Maine
next time I ovulate, so hopefully while I
am on vacation I will get a second chance.
Does anyone believe in that saying "with
death brings new life"? I am hoping that
my friend is up there pleading my case for
me. He knew how much we want a baby and
he was always asking when the little one
was coming.
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shortgeek
Active User, Really EHEALTHy
Joined: 02 Dec 2006 Posts: 597 Location: DC
Posted: 08-08-07 19:15pm
I'm so sorry, Star. It's okay to feel
upset. Your hormones will make you very
sensitive and you've been through a lot
lately. Sometimes I think that when
things aren't going well, you just hope
for something to turn it around. I think
you put extra hope in this month because
of your friend and because of your long
wait.
Let yourself feel sad, but make sure you
pull out of it in a few days. Pamper
yourself until then and treat yourself
like a queen. You deserve it.
Pretty soon, you'll be thinking of
creative ways to make the bding extra fun
in Maine.
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*star*
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Posted: 08-08-07 20:29pm
Thanks Shorty, that made me feel a lot
better. And your right, I probably did
put to much hope into getting preggo the
first month out of the gate. I came home
from work and was super grouchy with dh.
He finally asked me what I was thinking
about and I told him. Then he told me to
go lay down and he would clean up after
dinner.
Im sure I will make it through. I am more
angry than sad. But again I think that my
emotions mixed with my hormones are
causing me to be and act all crazy.
Tonight when I was making dinner,
everything that could go wrong did go
wrong. Spilled just about everything I
made either on the floor, the counter, or
the stove. The mashed potatoes were
lumpy, the gravy was gelly, and the pork
was cold. Everything was horrible, but dh
said it was great. He took me to Dairy
Queen for ice cream. At least he was
understanding about my mood.
Heather
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shortgeek
Active User, Really EHEALTHy
Joined: 02 Dec 2006 Posts: 597 Location: DC
Posted: 08-08-07 21:30pm
Awww, how sweet!
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monkeygirl22
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Posted: 08-08-07 22:27pm
DQ always makes it better!!! Yumm!!!
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LuvBeingAMommy23
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 02 Jan 2007 Posts: 202 Location: Florida :)
Posted: 08-10-07 00:19am
Hey Star!
I just saw the post you left me on the
other page... My pregnancy has gone by so
fast it's crazy... And thank you about
liking the name Rylee I really like both
the names you said.. I think my friend (
she had her baby today ) named her babies
middle name Brooklynn.. Because he liked
lynn and she liked brooke...
I want to say don't get down I know it
is so hard but remember you just got back
on the band wagon.. Keep your head up and
try not to drive yourself nutts over.. I
will keep telling everyone over and over
again IT WILL HAPPEN WHEN YOU LEAST EXPECT
IT TO... I didnt believe that and it was
hard not to think about TTC.. But it
worked the first month I stopped worring
and wondering when it would happen.. I was
shocked to see it actually did... Don't
give up hope and i'll be keeping you in my
prayers... Tons & Tons Of Baby Dust
your way sweetie.. Good Luck Sweetie..
Keep me posted...
Heather
I really like both
the names you said.. I think my friend (
she had her baby today ) named her babies
middle name Brooklynn.. Because he liked
lynn and she liked brooke...
