Joined: 12 Aug 2007 Posts: 6 Location: , Millville NJ
Just Got Back From Rehab...addicted to Opiates.. Posted: 08-12-07 10:35am
Im an addict and I am not embarresed ir
scared to admit it.....i have been doing
pills for 5 years....mostly percocets and
hydrocodone......then it led to
oxycontin...very high dose...four 80's a
day ....its like i needed it to
function.....i would get sick if i didnt
have them...i take suboxone durring the
day now.....and that really helps me
out....from not getting sick takes the
edge off....yah know...im just glad to be
home and i feel great ....head is clear
and im me again....want to make some
friends and work on recovery...reply to me
so we can chat ....Thanks.....Ryan
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Fun Time
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 05 Dec 2007 Posts: 5
Yo What Up! Posted: 12-05-07 09:29am
YEa - Me too... I had the same habit, same
dose...Suboxone is a great great thing! I
have a dope colombian wife, and I almost
lost her because of Oxys/Roxi's....Such an
fool! but you know what it feels like.
-> Mad Good,!! But I remembered that I
liked myself a lot before I started using
so heavily, and as I was using i didnt
really respect myself.....But I am back to
the old me just like you said! And i like
it, But I frequently have serious
cravings... I think i am gona go to NA or
AA, just to have alittle anonamous suport
- Luckily - not everyone found out about
my little 3 year affair with the pills,
and i want to keep it that way....Hows
getin clean in tha dirty Jerz? Not
knockin' on the jerz - I have a lot of
friends from there, I went to Northeastern
99-04.
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CarolDiane
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Ryan And Fun Time Posted: 12-05-07 15:35pm
Hip Hip Horray! *Marching Band Starts Up*.
*Crowd Cheers! Touch Down!.
Wonderful for the both of you as much hell
as is must have been to go through, you
did it! And guess what. We all here are
going to see that you both stay health and
clean. Is'nt is nice to not feel all
messed up for a change. See the world in
the real light. Not the greatest, But at
least you now can see it clean. Kudo's to
the both of you and here are some free
tickets to the next hockey game. J/K I
wish I had some to give ya.
Keep up the great work guys. You can and
will do it. We'll keep ya in line.
Carrie
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butterfly007
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 07 Dec 2007 Posts: 34 Location: South Africa
Ryan 1105 Posted: 12-08-07 01:57am
Hi, there. I am on Subutex. It is the same
as subuxonebut without naltrexone. It is
my second time on it. It works for me only
a few days and then the craving is back.
Could you please describe the side effects
from the suboxone and how do you feel when
you take it. Is it like a satisfied
feeling or what? If I may ask or allowed
to ask on what dosage you on an for how
long?Thanks! I feel so glad for you and
keep the good work up!You're doing GREAT!
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butterfly007
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 07 Dec 2007 Posts: 34 Location: South Africa
Ryan 1105 Posted: 12-08-07 01:58am
Hi, there. I am on Subutex. It is the same
as subuxonebut without naltrexone. It is
my second time on it. It works for me only
a few days and then the craving is back.
Could you please describe the side effects
from the suboxone and how do you feel when
you take it. Is it like a satisfied
feeling or what? If I may ask or allowed
to ask on what dosage you on an for how
long?Thanks! I feel so glad for you and
keep the good work up!You're doing GREAT!
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butterfly007
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 07 Dec 2007 Posts: 34 Location: South Africa
Yo What Up? Posted: 12-08-07 02:01am
Could you please answer the same question
as what I asked Ryan. I am just curious
why the Subutex makes me still crave and
sometimes it feels if it makes me crave
more?I wanted to try methadone as long
term maintenance treatment,but no doc
would give it. I live in South Africa
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EverytimeIdie
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 08 Dec 2007 Posts: 3
Posted: 12-08-07 06:07am
Whats good butterfly.
So your on sub and still have cravings,
well thats normal. Sub doesnt completely
make everything perfect, its helps but it
comes with a price. For me sub w/d were
like nothing ive ever had with dope
sickness. The sub was way worse. Have you
ever tried kicking cold turkey?
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EverytimeIdie
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 08 Dec 2007 Posts: 3
Posted: 12-08-07 06:30am
IF ANYONE NEEDS TO TALK OR ANY
INFO/ADVICE, SHOOT ME A PM.
I KNOW I LOOK YOUNG BUT PEOPLE SAY I HAVE
AN OLD SOUL, SO DONT UNDERESTIMATE. PLUS
IVE VISITED HELL MANY TIMES OVER COS OF
OPIATES SO I CAN HELP. (4 MONTHS CLEAN)