my mom was young when she got me. she was
pretty and intelligent and well doing. but
you know when you get a kid and are still
at the university you need people
understand your needs. But ignorance and
envy is what she got from my fathers
family.
so, my mom hates this people and she made
me hate them. i was not well treated by
them even when i was a kid. they are
indeed mean, greedy and angry people but
i am sure i could avoid hating them. there
are lot of people out there being like
them and i just avoid them.
I am thankful to the fact that they
existed because i made many generous and
good things in my life in order not to be
as they are and this is positive. But now
i am adult and have my achievements and
have further challenges in my life. i
don't want to spend my time on them and
haterid.
My mom called me again and started
complaining and asked me to do something.
i live abroad and even here i can not get
rid of this attitude. when i try to get
better, she calls me again. i love my mom
so so much i adore her. i have already
many times asked her not to talk to me
about them, but she does it. there are
very few days when i don't think about
them. Now i tend to feel weak and bad
person because i have no power to forgive
and forget.
Have you ever met a person like me?
I am poor-spirited. Don't you think so?
