Hi peeps.
I am a 19 year old guy from Glasgow,
Scotland who has just made the biggest
mistake of his life.
I attend university and "might" be getting
my degree this year. (I sat my last exam
worrying about STD'd throughout it, I
passed everything else(virgin at time),
tho I'm sure iv failed my last module
because i couldnt stop thinking about
STD's).
Anyway. On the 28th June 2007 I had
unprotected sex with a girl I know (lose
virginity). She stays virtually round the
corner from me.
It didn't last that long, but, embaressing
about 5 - 8 minutes.
I have found out she has pre-cancer in her
womb which means she probably has HPV, I
probably have that now. (scares me to
death).
In my opinion she has had a dodgy/risky
past.
The next morning I noticed a SMALL spot of
blood stained on my boxers (like a small
circle from my penis).
I'm not sure if it was my blood or hers,
I'd also like to note I think my penis
wasn't normal at the time, I had a hard
time retracting the foreskin and I think
the penis was all inflamed so the sex was
actually pretty sore. But the likelyhood
is the blood was from her? If it is I
think I'm just about to commit suicide! OH
MY GOD
Ever since that night I have not felt my
normal self. My genitals feel
uncformotable, I'm sure I had a discharge
as I stained my boxer shorts with a
green/yellow stain. Sitting here at about
2 months later I have tender groin/joints,
feeling nauserish, headache and have
swollen lymph nodes.
about a month after, maybe 5 weeks or 5
and a half weeks later I got tested for
STD's. Tested for chlamydia twice, one at
the doctors and one at the GUM clinic.
Tested for gonnorhea by a swab at the GUM
clinic where nothing was found and also
done a urine test for gonnorhea which was
also negative.
I also had a blood test taken for
Syphillis and HIV at the same time (5
weeks) which both came back negative.
So at this very moment I have been
informed I have no STD, however I know it
can take up to 3 months to be sure you
don't have HIV. So yeh I am EXTREMELY
worried about HIV.
A few questions I have...
Why did I have a discharge if I have no
bacterial STD such as chlamydia or
gonnorhea? (tested twice).
What is the likelyhood of an HIV test at
say 4 - 5 weeks, is it unreliable?
I will be going back to get re-tested for
HIV on 28th September - 2nd October.
So yeh I have a long enough agnosing and
terrible wait to get re-tested for HIV.
Then I need to wait about 2 weeks for my
result
Can anyone please comfort me
