I Cant Stop Crying ******

My boyfriend and I broke up like four days ago cause I needed time to think. I was really depressed 'cause my ex was depressed and I felt bad so I had my friend pat come over and try to make me feel better. Well some rumors got spread around that I messed pat and that alexander wasnt stephens (my ex)...But I thought I got through with that. So yesterday last night I asked stephen back out. And right after that stephen said that he doesnt want me talking to pat anymore or pat to come over. I just let it blow over....And I told him that I would have pat come over tonight so could tell him face to face instead of being a coward that he cant come over that much anymore....Even though stephen said not at all. Well anyway stephen decides that he was to check up on me and he shows up when pat comes over (oh btw pat likes me) and he made it very clear that he doesnt want pat over right infront of pat.But anyways...Today he and I were going to go see a movie and he said something about passion of christ but I had saw it 2 times before and so I said lets see something else. But mom got down my throat for not being a"witness" so I said lets just see it and then he said no because he doesnt want to be forced to do something he doesnt want to. And I was like whatever....And then stephen said that he doesnt want this caca to start over again with my mom and she needs to back off and all this other crap. And I said this is bull sh*t that your doing this stephen stop talking bad about my mom....And dadadada...To make a long story short he brought up the fact that I probably messed pat and that its my fault that his life sucks and blah blah I started bawling told im I had to let him go because its not fair that I can never ever be friends with any of my guy friends without being accused....Then my mom saw how controlling he was being and said we have to break up and steven pulled the number take me back take me back ill change and he was crying and I cried harded and then his mom got on the phone and asked why my mom is causing all of this and I hung up and havent talked to him sence....
I hate life right now.