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Frustrated Posted: 09-09-07 16:34pm
I really want some sex. I am so
frustrated, it makes me almost want to cry
about it.
It's not so much the fact that I'm not
getting it because I have no means, but
more that I'm actually forbidden. It's not
allowed. It makes me want to do it more.
And generally just feeling a bit not great
at the minute, with other such things in
life. But, in some ways, sometimes I dont
really know what I'm upset about...weird.
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Becky
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Posted: 09-09-07 16:35pm
why are you forbidden?
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Lion79
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Posted: 09-09-07 16:37pm
Going through psychosexual therapy for
vaginismus, which means no sex because I
have to unlearn all the responses etc,
and.....no self-pleasure either.
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Chezzy
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 16 Jan 2007 Posts: 152
Posted: 09-09-07 22:50pm
How long have you been in therapy for
it???
Don't push yourself to hard, just take
things as they come.
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Lion79
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Posted: 09-10-07 17:26pm
Since March/April and I dunno, it just
sometimes feels like we take backward
steps and we're not getting anywhere. I
know we are really, but sometimes it feels
like it and I think it's still going to be
ages til the end.
And what if it doesn't work?? We will have
gone through all of it for nothing.
