Possible Lead to Insanity Posted: 09-16-07 16:06pm
When I was about 15-16 years of age, I did
heavy drugs, went on some fair rides
tripping and when I was done the next day
I felt weird seemed like a minor case of
depression. So a year or so goes on, and
my days weren't too bad until I took some
codine and asprin (not for OD'ing or
getting high, just normal uses.) I went to
sleep and woke up, felt dizzy and
collapsed... The next day I woke up with
Panic Attack/Depression and Anxiety
symptoms. I figured I messed myself up
from the pills but the doctor said I was
healthy.
So I'm 18 now and I still have sever panic
attacks etc. I can't breathe, when I lay
down at night, I can hear my heart beating
incredibly hard I feel like I'm going to
die, I shake etc. This is usually more
severe when im alone or trying to sleep at
night.
This might sound mello-dramatic but it
gets worse... Shortly after I turned 16
the moods and anxiety was driving me nuts,
I was alone life was tense. I started
getting suicidal thoughts but I was scared
of death, then I realized how stupid I
was. I started thinking about religion,
heaven, death all the time... almost to
the point of driving me schitzofrentically
crazy.
I'm starting to become releived but me
being scared of deatha nd with my symptom
I think I'm going insane.
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Georgia59
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Posted: 02-08-08 11:19am
Panic disorder is scary- you might often
feel like you're going to die and have
anxiety about all sorts of things. Of
course anxiety can make you feel like
you're crazy- when you know you shouldn't
be afraid of something, and you are
anyway, you start to doubt yourself.
Drug use can often bring on disorders if
you were pre-disposed to them in the first
place. Go find help! See a psychologist
who deals with anxiety issues!
