So, I don't have internet for the time-being.
No, I lied. It's not the internet, it's my laptop.
It keeps saying that I don't have a wireless interface card,
but uh, yes I do. It's inside. I know I didn't take it out.
So I took it in to Best Buy, the guy tried a bunch of
different things to fix it, & couldn't do it. Nothing he
tried worked. So now I have to send it off to service.
Luckily, since I've had it under a year, the manufactuer's
warranty will cover it & I won't have to pay for it.
But sigh. What a hassle. It'll take a few weeks. Bah.

& I'm also feeling extremely sad.
I've been crying all evening.
I worked from 10-5 today,
& Gabe was not awake when I left for work.
Chris's aunt & uncle watched him while Chris & I
were at work.. But they called me at work & they
asked me if they could possibly watch him overnight.
I said yes & then went to drop off the stroller at their
house after I got off work, & I was trying to give him
kisses & talk to him & tell him I loved him & stuff,
& Chris's uncle had his hand on the carseat (they
were going shopping) & kept saying "You ready to go Gabe?"
while I was trying to say goodbye! It really upset me!
& Now I just really really miss him & I keep crying
& I just want to go pick him up & bring him home..
But I don't want to offend his aunt & uncle. They love
Gabe & they don't get to see him that often.
I feel so selfish, but I desperately miss my son.


Okay anyway.

Some good news!

I have an interview at the JC Penney Portrait Studio on Monday!!!!

I am so excited! I want this job superly bad.
I've only been getting 10 hours a week at my job now.
& Uh, sorry, but that's not gonna fly.
Wish me luck!