I've Been Depressed For Some Time Now. Posted: 09-23-07 23:30pm
Hi everyone,
Let me just start off by saying, I'm not
going to post anything personal on here, I
have my reasons. Anyway, to make a long
story short, I'm a junior in high school,
16, and have been depressed for oh, let's
just say a while. I'm not coming here
because this is my last resort. I'll be
honest, I don't have a bad life at all. I
have both my parents who are great to me,
a good brother, nice house, nice town, a
good group of friends, and decent to good
grades. I'm just looking for some advice
on how to handle my situation.
I feel awkward around a lot of people in
my life, I feel isolated a good amount of
time in school. I have an average body and
when I look at myself I get disgusted.
See, I can easily lose weight, but my
marijuana use has me binge eating, so I
seem to stay at the same weight. I find
that pot is the only thing that really
keeps me in check and going in life among
other drugs. (Don't preach to me about
drugs, I know how to use them safely and
which ones to stay clear from) If I'm not
high on something, I feel like caca. I
don't have a girlfriend, don't talk to
many girls, and have never had any
meaningful relationship with a girl. I
know your going to say, "well your just
16", but in a world where everyone is
getting laid, has a solid girlfriend, and
is loving life, It gets pretty rough. To
finish it up, let's just say I go to
school WAY more times high and messed up
then not.
Any advice or comments, feel free.
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young Girl
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Posted: 09-23-07 23:33pm
hey
well im a girl
and my name is suzy
im 16
i would be a junior
but screw that
i left high school in january
im currently almost 7 months pregnant
ive got a great life
lots of money
and a great boyfriend
im smarter than alot of people think i am
im not your typical teenage girl
ive been to jail
ive been to rehab
i used to be a huge coke addict (i hope
thats not one of the drugs of your choice
)
pot isnt a drug
but yes
it makes you eat
wanna loose weight? cut back on the weed!
and im not sure what else you need
opinions on but ask me anything
im bored and ill be up and on here all
night lol
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horsetheband14
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Posted: 09-23-07 23:39pm
No, I'm more into beer, DXM, oxycotin,
perkisets, shrooms and im trying to score
some acid, and honestly, i'm doing more
and more then I would when I was normal
and I was just experimenting.
Weed is the only thing keeping my life
more less normal, so I'm gonna keep up
with that.
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young Girl
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Posted: 09-23-07 23:41pm
ahh
why?
really? so you can be "numb"
so you dont have to deal with all the
"stress" in life
or b/c it makes you feel good maybe?
shrooms...not so much
but bars and oxy
tisk tisk tisk
and you wanna become an alcoholic eh? is
that what you want to do with your life?
just answer this one question for me: what
are your goals?
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horsetheband14
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Joined: 23 Sep 2007 Posts: 4
Posted: 09-23-07 23:49pm
I was waiting for a response like this,
It's fine you don't really know me or
anything so I can understand. Look, I'm
going to become an architect, how do I
know this? I'm great at math and great at
CAD (involves designing and building
houses, etc.).
The drugs I do are safe in the long run, I
probably do drugs other then pot every
week and a half to two weeks, and honestly
they have only opened my mind and helped
me become me. As for an alcoholic, no
thanks. I've seen it happen to parts of my
family. Last time i drank was last night.
Wanna know the time before? about
three-four months ago.
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young Girl
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Posted: 09-23-07 23:52pm
good
atleast your not a druggie
and im not trying to be your theripist or
your counselor
like i said i been there and done that.
cocaine was my life for a year
i also did meth
went to rehab
got out
and did it all again
and then
i stopped
started getting my sh** together and
started modeling.
havent touched it since
sorry if you felt like i was trying to
"lecture" you or anything
ive gotta know who im dealing with
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horsetheband14
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Posted: 09-23-07 23:55pm
It's all good, I have no real long term
problems but for the next few years, I
know i'll be depressed and I'm just trying
to find a way to deal with it.
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young Girl
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Posted: 09-24-07 00:07am
hmmm
do you know what makes you depressed?
what makes you happy when you arent on
drugs?
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