i was having unprotected sex with my ex bf
of one year. that was the stupidest thing
i could have ever done. the first time it
was unprotected [sept.4th] i thought i
started my birthcontrol again, but i must
have thought i did when i was taking my
vitamins because i checked my birthcontrol
that night to MAKE SURE i had taken it and
i hadnt.
me and my ex boyfriend freaked out and
thought we were screwed anyways. so we had
more sex, i just wanted to be with him and
was willing to do anything :[ i didnt want
to have sex, but at that moment it was
worth it to me. how STUPID i was.
a week after i had sex the first time
unprotected, i had odd spotting that came
from no where. no cramps, no nothing! i
didnt even know till my mom told me to go
into the bathroom and change... it had
soaked through my clothes in the matter of
hours. the next day it stopped. but see
just one week before sex i had my period,
so the spotting occured two weeks after my
period. so i have high doubts it was my
period.
i had lots of white discharge, but it
wasnt a yeast infection. it lasted a few
weeks.i decided that in a few weeks i
should go to the pregnancy clinic to get a
free test. it was negative. i decided i
must not be pregnant.
then my period never came? i was thinking
it could have been because i got off my
birthcontrol in august. but to be sure, i
bought 3 home pregnancy tests, all came
out negative
now i've missed two periods since then...
i told my mom and she wants to go get a
blood test at the clinic done.
but she keeps hesitating, im guessing
because she doesnt want bad news...
below my waist line, around where the
ovaries are located, its swelling.
im worried that it could be pregnancy but
with false negative tests, OR maybe
somethings going on down by my ovaries?
[like Ovarian Hyperstimulation Syndrome]
please give me your opinion
am i over doing any of this?
maybe this is normal sometimes?
i just find it really odd.
i never miss periods, even when going off
of birth control
