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Jessika Adriana
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 08 Nov 2003
Posts: 133
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a New Beginning From a Tragic End
Posted: 04-03-04 01:47am
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I know that most of you are still irate
with me about what I did, but I did what I
did as a healing tactic and so that I
wouldn’t fully lose my daughter. God has
finally shown mercy on my misery and
granted me the chance to prove that I will
be a great mom. I am pregnant!!!! I have
proof too! I will be happy to share with
all of you if you wish! Well I am still
not going to come on here, but I love all
of you like my family! And once my mom
has alexia(in june) I am sure to be busy
and everything so I wanted to let you all
know.
Much love,
jessika and mommy’s blessing
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KariM18
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Joined: 13 Jan 2004
Posts: 1436
Location: Grand Blanc, Michigan
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Posted: 04-03-04 01:55am
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Umm I didnt hear the whole story. .But
will u tell me it? Werent u a fake?
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smith8500
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Joined: 17 Sep 2003
Posts: 6623
Location: Louisiana
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Well
Posted: 04-03-04 02:02am
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Congrats on the real pregnancy. I hope
you have better luck this time around.
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Jessika Adriana
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 08 Nov 2003
Posts: 133
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Posted: 04-03-04 02:03am
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Long story short, last july I ended up
losing my baby girl at 17 weeks. My mom
said that in order to help me face my pain
I should name her and talk about my
feelings. I named her cheyenne. Instead
of using my moms advice to help move on I
couldn’t seem to let go of the fact that I
had lost my baby girl and that I wasn’t
going to be a mom, so I “pretended” that
my daughter was still here. It got harder
once my mom and my babies father’s new
girlfriend both became pregnant, so I
drove myself deeper into my play land,
that I actually started to believe what I
wrote. Anyway I have been in regular
counseling and moha classes for the last 2
months and its beginning to help and I
found out to my surprise that I am indeed
pregnant. My mom is running tests on me
today to see how far long I am.
Jessika and mommy’s blessing
thank you very much chanda!
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insurancegirl
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Joined: 25 Sep 2003
Posts: 5286
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Posted: 04-03-04 02:21am
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Last edited by insurancegirl on 10-15-04 13:07pm; edited 1 time in total
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KariM18
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Joined: 13 Jan 2004
Posts: 1436
Location: Grand Blanc, Michigan
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Posted: 04-03-04 02:27am
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Well I dont know if I find it to be a full
excuse to lie about something liek that..
.But im sorry about the condition and
glad your doing better and u seem happy
about your pregnancy. How old r u tho?
And also, your mom is running tests to
find out how far?
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Jessika Adriana
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 08 Nov 2003
Posts: 133
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Posted: 04-03-04 02:52am
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I am 18, she is running all my tests, she
is an obgyn, so she is finding out how far
long I am, my blood pressure, checking
scar tissue in my uterus, etc. Well I am
off, ttyl!
Jess
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dominicksmommie
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Joined: 19 Mar 2004
Posts: 402
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kitty_55
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Joined: 18 Aug 2003
Posts: 1473
Location: Canada
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Posted: 04-03-04 04:05am
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Congats on ur pregancey. I hope
everything is fine this time with you..I
am just wondering was seana fake?? I
still don't know!!
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Mesmerizeu15
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Joined: 11 Aug 2003
Posts: 2729
Location: Pittsburgh,PA
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Posted: 04-03-04 04:20am
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Jessika- as you know you and I got very
close over time. I looked up to you and
you looked up to me. I would like to say
congratulations on your pregnancy. And I
am sorry for everything that you went
through. You know, as you have seen the
other cases, that it is going to be hard
to work through this but I am willing.
Send me a message and let me know what is
up. I mean who is the babies daddy? All
that good stuff. And to start, where are
you really from? Send me a message soon
and let me know. You were a great
"pretender".. 
stacie & seany & larry
yahoo: mommy2seany
aol: mesmerizeu16
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smith8500
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Joined: 17 Sep 2003
Posts: 6623
Location: Louisiana
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Hey
Posted: 04-03-04 04:54am
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Yea, jess, you were the best and you know
it..... I can't help but still love you
so much though. You were a lot of help!
Remember me on yahoo: kacy42818
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Mesmerizeu15
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Joined: 11 Aug 2003
Posts: 2729
Location: Pittsburgh,PA
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Posted: 04-03-04 04:58am
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Who could forget you chanda bear
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Jessika Adriana
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 08 Nov 2003
Posts: 133
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Posted: 04-04-04 00:18am
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Ok here is the info….
Name: jessika-adriana gabrielle masour
age: 18
date of birth: january 12, 1986
location: scottsdale, az
profession: clerk at law office
school: high school senior at a private
academy
boyfriend: not really dating him anymore,
but tom is the baby’s daddy
my mom: christine-36 yrs, 30 weeks 5 days
pregnant with alexia-marie kathryn dante
my dad: disappeared before I was born
my mom’s boyfriend: patrick dante-47 yrs,
father of 4, expecting the
5th(alexia-marie)
the kids: samuel- 15 yrs, brendan- 13 yrs,
kaitilyn- 7 yrs and brittian- 3 yrs
my children: my daughter, cheyenne naomi
thryse- sent to heaven july 22, 2003
expecting: mommy’s blessing november 16th,
2004
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insurancegirl
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Posts: 5286
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Posted: 04-04-04 00:46am
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Last edited by insurancegirl on 10-15-04 13:07pm; edited 1 time in total
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JillMarie
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Joined: 24 Dec 2003
Posts: 3022
Location: Iowa
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Posted: 04-04-04 01:07am
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I never really knew you before but
congrats on your baby! I hope everything
goes good for you! I dont think most
people would mind if you stick around
here! 
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Jessika Adriana
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 08 Nov 2003
Posts: 133
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Posted: 04-04-04 01:27am
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| insurancegirl
wrote: | so your mom had you young,
is that y you wanted a baby so bad? Or
was it because your father wasn't around.
Do you still pretend chey is around?
Did you "have" chey around your "real" fam
& friends or was it just here? Are
you still counceling? Just wanted to
know!
Jennifer  |
i talked about her like she was in present
tense with everyone, they all just stopped
correcting me after about a month. I
think I just loved the thought of having
my little girl that I couldn't let it go
and now with this baby I am just so happy.
I am still in counseling!
Jess
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shortee913
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 18 Sep 2003
Posts: 141
Location: michigan
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Jess...
Posted: 04-04-04 01:58am
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I was really pissed off at you when I
found out thatu weren't who u said u
were... Although you did this I still
can't help but thnak you for helping me
out. I am glad u came on to explain why u
did what u did and I am sorry for ur loss
and congratulate u on ur gain. If you
ever need anything I will always be here
for u talk to.... U were my girl and
still will be.. I just hope u are being
truthful this time around... Well i'll
update u on me... I am doing good getting
big, the end of the month and james will
be here.. I moved in with jimmy in
january and we are living happily ever
after! ( so far)lol! I have pics of the
babies room if u wanna see em just hit me
up k girlie! Well talk to you soon, take
care and god bless....
Much love,
sami
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gypy04
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 29 Mar 2004
Posts: 398
Location: florida
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Posted: 04-04-04 07:12am
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Congrats on your pregnancy! Hope
everything works out!
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kitty_55
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Joined: 18 Aug 2003
Posts: 1473
Location: Canada
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Posted: 04-04-04 10:28am
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Jessika what is ur yahoo id?
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smith8500
Especially EHEALTHy
Joined: 17 Sep 2003
Posts: 6623
Location: Louisiana
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Hey
Posted: 04-04-04 11:04am
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Alison,
it's mommytocheynaomi
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