I went to hospital today & saw an ear,
nose & throat specialist. He said I
needed a tonsillectomy, so now both me
& Jenny are on the waiting lists for
operations.
I'm not really worried about mine, I just
can't be bothered dealing with all the
pain afterwards.. the doctor said it would
be painful for up to two weeks. Kids deal
with tonsillectomies better than adults
apparently, so I just wish I'd had them
out years ago.
I'm still fretting over Jen's surgery, of
course.. I don't want my baby in pain

I know they'll give
her pain-killers & she'll sleep a lot
at first.. but I'm dreading her banging
her sore hand on something &
screaming.. she bashes EVERYTHING at the
moment. I wish she could keep her thumb..
but I know this will be the best decision
in the long run.
I'm pretty sick of doctors &
hospitals.