Joined: 16 Jan 2004 Posts: 1222 Location: illinois
Make It Stop! Posted: 04-07-04 10:04am
Hey everyone, i've been like really
depressed lately. Most of you know my
situation w/ the babies father. Well
yesterday I told him that I dont want him
back at all. So forget about me okay??
Because the day before yesterday when I
was at his house he was crying and crying
and crying. I shouldnt be someones savior
like that. He really needs to forget
about me so he can live a normal
life......Mmm....Heres another
thing...When I was holding him while he
was crying him I told him I loved him and
that I wanted him back and that I would
break up with patrick for him. I guess
that really got his spirits up, but the
next day I relized what I had done. I
said it out of pity for him. I really do
love him girls then he threatend
to take alexander away from me by calling
dcfs and telling them what I did to myself
the other day. Then he threatend to call
patrick in for stataory rape.....I just
can't stop crying. I hung up on him and
he called and called and called and called
yesterday and I finaly had my 8 year old
sister tell him that I didnt want to talk
about anything and to leave me alone cause
im depressed and my little sister felt so
bad for me.Grr alexander is crying ill
tell more later
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KariM18
Extremely EHEALTHy
Joined: 13 Jan 2004 Posts: 1436 Location: Grand Blanc, Michigan
Posted: 04-07-04 10:08am
Wait, what did u try to do to yourself and
how old r ya? How olds the baby?
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dominicksmommie
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 19 Mar 2004 Posts: 402
Posted: 04-07-04 10:11am
Why do u alwasys ask age? Sorry but it
really annoyes the hell out of me.. Age
has nothing to do this with this...
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mommabear16
Extremely EHEALTHy
Joined: 16 Jan 2004 Posts: 1222 Location: illinois
Posted: 04-07-04 10:11am
Umm I can't really say what I did to
myself. Im 16 and alexander is 7wks old
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mommabear16
Extremely EHEALTHy
Joined: 16 Jan 2004 Posts: 1222 Location: illinois
Continued**** Posted: 04-07-04 10:17am
Okay anway, I was soo upset I called
patrick and told him to get his butt over
here now before I did something stupid. I
was crying and crying. I just cant stop
crying. I've been depressed all day
yesterday and all day today to where the
slightest thing can make me cry. God, I
have to worry about losing my b/f and my
son,school,alexander is sick,i have to
worry about my grandma,im freaking
stressed out as hell....Im getting so many
headaches....I just want everything to
really g stop!
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dominicksmommie
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 19 Mar 2004 Posts: 402
Posted: 04-07-04 10:18am
Aw hun I am sorry bout the stressful times
u are having I know it seems bad but it
will get better just wait m I know
waiting is the hardest part about this all
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JillMarie
Extremely EHEALTHy
Joined: 24 Dec 2003 Posts: 3022 Location: Iowa
Posted: 04-07-04 14:13pm
Can you talk to a school counsler? I
really think you should. I really want
you to talk to your doctor about getting
on some anti-depressants. It will really
help you. Just because 1 day goes well
doesent mean you are getting better. I
know how hard things are for you and ive
been there so I understand. It can happen
to anyone at any age, its nothing to be
embarressed about and that is what your
doctor is there for. I think you and your
sons dad really do need sometime apart so
he can get over you. Maybe your mom could
take the baby to see him so you two can
get a break. I know its easy to say
something to someone when they are crying
but try to be strong cause you know who
you love and telling him one thing then
doing another is just making him worst but
im sure you understand that!. you are still
young yet and you need time to grow and
mature. The way he threatens and crys and
doesent leave you alone reminds me so much
of an ex of mine. Its terrible so I would
suggest getting away now cause somw people
are just crazy! My ex still calls me and
hangs up!
he even offered me 1000.00 cash to leave
jesse. People are nuts! you
can talk to me if you would like girl!!
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BbyBlu0602
Active User, Really EHEALTHy
Joined: 10 Feb 2004 Posts: 822 Location: Virginia
Posted: 04-07-04 14:47pm
Hey girl, I totally understand. I am in
almost the same situation as you..With the
exception of someone threatening to take
my baby away. I'd really like to talk to
you, if you have any messengers you can
talk to me on there. I'll leave my names
at the end of this message. You can also
email me anytime or pm if you want. I'll
always be here if you need to talk or
anything like that. That guy is a real
jerk if he's gonna threaten you like that.
I don't think you should hurt yourself
over anything though, it isn't your fault.
Don't let other people's stupidity get
you down girl!
Joined: 13 Jan 2004 Posts: 1436 Location: Grand Blanc, Michigan
Posted: 04-07-04 21:01pm
Im so sorry hun.. But dont worry, no
matter how it feels now, and I know its
prolly terrible, things will always get
better. . Even all the times I thought
they never would, something does.. These
people are not worth your time, you
deserve soooo much better.
then he threatend
to take alexander away from me by calling
dcfs and telling them what I did to myself
the other day. Then he threatend to call
patrick in for stataory rape.....I just
can't stop crying. I hung up on him and
he called and called and called and called
yesterday and I finaly had my 8 year old
sister tell him that I didnt want to talk
about anything and to leave me alone cause
im depressed and my little sister felt so
bad for me.Grr alexander is crying ill
tell more later
you are still
young yet and you need time to grow and
mature. The way he threatens and crys and
doesent leave you alone reminds me so much
of an ex of mine. Its terrible so I would
suggest getting away now cause somw people
are just crazy! My ex still calls me and
hangs up! 
he even offered me 1000.00 cash to leave
jesse. People are nuts! 
you
can talk to me if you would like girl!!