Ugh! Guys I am know that I am usually the
cheery one but I need to vent! Don’t get
me wrong I love being pregnant but today I
was trying to vacuum and I couldn’t bend
over far enough to plug it in and I just
burst into tears and called my mom crying
and telling her that I would never be able
to clean my house again and that austin
will never find me attractive. Its hard
because I used to be like a perfect size 2
and well now I am not and I know its
housing my daughter but its hard getting
used to weight changes that high that
quick, ya know? Another thing is that she
has almost no room left to grow and I feel
everything! I feel every kick, move,
hiccup and it is starting to hurt because
she isn’t kicking me in the stomach but in
really sore spots like my ribs and kidneys
so I can barely breath when she is kicking
my ribs and my back is in excruciating
pain. I know that this will pass but for
now I am just frustrated with it because I
want to clean and I want austin to find me
attractive and I want my back to quit
hurting...I am sorry I sound like a big
baby but I am crying and ahh!! I am so
sorry guys but yeah, I need sleep and my
doctor said that now she is on an infants
schedule and will sleep most of the day
and up and down all night, kinda like me.
I am up and down all night with heartburn
and a cramp in my right leg, did anyone
else have that? Ugh, oh well maybe a warm
bath, man I can’t wait until I can go in
the spa again! That would help so much
right now!! Anyway thanks for listening
to me guys! I really appreciate it!
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HongKongChick
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 11 Aug 2003 Posts: 222 Location: Oklahoma
Oh Sweetie Posted: 09-08-03 19:37pm
Relax..I am sure austin finds you
attractive, what is more attractive then a
woman being pregnant??!! Personally
that's very sexy (as so said my
boyfriend), so relax
if u can bend down to plug in the plug,
then use other methods, like using one of
those arms that has like a hand at the
end, u know? Those that help ppl reach
high places or to grab trash without
bending down? Those are a lot of fun once
u try!!!
many preg women feel the same too, being
kicked at night or any time of the day,
feel like they are not pretty or
attractive, having leg cramps...It's all
normal!!
Ah spa!!! Sounds so good right now! I
was thinking maybe u can have austin or ur
friends or ur mom help u set up a little
bath, just be careful not to slip, have
some bubbles, rose, candles, scented oil,
music...Etc...Um...
Thank you for your advice! I know that alot of
this does happen to other people but I
guess its a little different when its
yourself and your worried that something
is going to happen to your baby and when
you feel like your falling apart. I
called austin at work and he also assured
me that he thinks my pregnancy is sexy
because he said no man could ever carry a
child and look as happy and as satisfied
as I do. So I thank both of you! I think
I will take you up on your suggestion and
have austin set up a nice bath for me when
he gets home. Thanks again you have no
idea what it meant to me that you cared
enough to reply back!
Best wishes
-jessika-
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HongKongChick
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 11 Aug 2003 Posts: 222 Location: Oklahoma
Posted: 09-08-03 20:11pm
Hey what are friends for right? I mean we
are women (the ones that carry babies) and
we need to care for one another, or else
we will all go to a rut!!!
Yea when I was reading ur message, I knew
right then that he will feel the same as
my bf, I mean afterall, they are both
men!!!!
And the spa idea!! Yes I am thinking of
taking one myself, except my bf is not
here to make it for me though but I know for sure
that austin loves u now just as much as he
did before..So dont worry!!
