Okay I'm 15. My sister went through
depression 2 years ago big deal i was
depressed before her. What bugs me is that
when my sister was depressed my parents
NOTICED. But even though i was depressed
before her, when i come out of my room
they don't notice the cuts on my arm. They
don't notice my swollen eyes. They don't
give 2 shits about me I'm always crying
and I told my dad I need to see someone,
even the school counselor said so. He goes
"don't be stupid your not crying your just
being stupid". Wow how really' nice right?
I missed school today i couldn't face
anyone.. I just stayed at home and cried
all day..And the strange thing is today I
don't know why I was crying :s I just woke
up and felt like crying and
I'm still crying I cant stop! I go
to sleep. Wake up and cry like there's no
tomorrow. Yes, I've had suicidal
thoughts..I cut myself a lot, but nothing
SO BAD has happened to actually end my
life you know? And my sister is so mean to
me now..She goes your so stupid for
cutting yourself (she found out) and all
she does is lecture me she doesnt try to
help me she just goes your so immature. I
feel so alone my
"best friends" Issy and Nada even tell me
I'm stupid wen they BOTH used to cut
themselves! Their such hypocrites. So i
don't tell them when I'm upset
anymore..Just because they don't get
depressed anymore it doesn't mean i don't
either I don't know what to do now I'm
crying, there's no one to talk to, no one
cares anymore they just worry about
themselves and their boyfriends. friends
dont matter anymore
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CarolDiane
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Joined: 23 Sep 2007 Posts: 1627 Location: St. Petersburg, Florida
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Posted: 12-04-07 18:10pm
You need to see a school phycologist and
tell them what is happening to yourself
and at home. That is the only way your
going to get any help. You need to let it
all out.
Or you could just go to your father and
show him you cuts and say " Here, does
this seem OK ans stupid?
Get to the bottome of this before the
bottom gets to you. If you family don't
understand, then darn it, find someone who
well!
Carrie
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ladylee70
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Joined: 14 Nov 2006 Posts: 1907 Location: Boise, Idaho,
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Posted: 12-04-07 18:41pm
Definitely go see your school counselor or
psychologist. I am so sorry you are going
through this. You are doing the right
thing in reaching out for help. Please go
seek out some help at school before it
gets any worse.
Go see someone at school tomorrow morning.
Will you do that? Please let us know how
you are doing.
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I'm still crying I cant stop! 
