Okay well I apologize in advance because I
didn't know where else to post this and I
also apologize because this is probably
going to sound really confusing and I tend
to ramble on...
I'm just very... confused lately. I'm
almost 15 and I know all this hormone
imbalance or whatever kind of stuff but I
think I have some kind of problem. I seem
to always be just angry. Angry at every
for jsut a tiny little thing they do. My
mom will call and ask how my day was and I
get pissed off. My dad will come in and
say "Hi" and I ignore him or start a
fight. It's like me and my parents are
constantly fighting and it's always my
fault like I can't be "mushy" with them.
Yet again, they are always fighting and
putting me in the middle of it, soon their
getting a seperation or whatever thank the
the Lord.
I hate the way I look, hate the way I am
and I can't stand the thought of others
being able to see me. I can't look people
in the eye and I've found something wrong
with almost every inch of me.
Within an hour I can go from screaming at
someone and telling them I don't want to
talk to them, to crying and apologizing
for being a horrible person, to being so
hyper I can't stop laughing. It's driving
insane because I know what I'm doing but I
can't stop. It's like I'm 500 different
people and trying to explain it makes me
even more confused. I mean is it really
normal to go from laying on my bed
thinking about dying to running around the
house dancing? I feel like a pyscho.
Oh yes and I've been to the doctor who
said "It doesn't take rocket science to
figure out your depressed"
But obviously she was wrong and I didn't
go back. My mom also took my to a
therapist who said it might be bipolar,
but I seriously doubt that.
Sorry again... I'd be surprised if anyone
read that and actually understood it.
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anniek
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Posted: 12-11-07 09:29am
It does sound like your depressed. That's
where I would start. Being depressed is
not a fun thing and there is alot of help
for it. I do understand I had a similar
problem after I started having anxiety
attacks. I got in a depressed stage and it
took medication to get me out. I now am
not on any medication I just needed it to
help me get back to normal. Or you may be
like my friend she will be a medication
the rest of her life. She tried to stop
taking it and felt like she was going
nuts. She would rather do that then live
her life the way it was going. I think you
need to go to another dr and have a good
talk with them and take their advice. At
least try it! I understand your stressed
and alot is going on in your life, that's
what triggers some of this stuff
sometimes. Take care of yourself and don't
be surprised there are probably alot of
people who understand!
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CarolDiane
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Posted: 12-12-07 20:31pm
OK, first of all, where did you go to
medical school? I hate to sound rude but,
ya got my soft spot. What your basically
are saying that the doctors are wrong and
you are right. The reality in this is the
doctors are right! You do sound either
depressed or more to the manic side. Now
you are going to have to face this head on
and stop trying to diagnose yourself and
what is and what is not wrong with you.
That is what doctors get paid for and are
there to help you. By doing what you are
doing, you are actually refusing any
treatment or medication that might help
you get better. You have alot of anger
built up and that is not good. Your headed
for a really bad trip if you don't get
some help soon! You also need to get to
the "Tiggers" of you depression. Sounds to
me like something is going on there with
your relationship between you mom and dad
and you. What's up? Some kind of
retaliation thing? That is also normal and
came cause anger onset. Did this all start
before or after you found out they were
getting a seperation. Your answer is very
important.
OK, so what do you think is wrong with
you? You tell me.
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