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jo_1982
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Still Feeling Depressed
Posted: 12-15-07 18:59pm
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To be honest i dont no where to start my
life is a mess i dont have any family left
apart from my dad my brother my 2 nieces
and my nephew i hate this time of year as
it makes me think more about all the
things i have lost in my life i dont have
many friends and the one best friend i did
have is kind of messed up as he was an ex
and had been giving all the signs he
wanted us to get back together and this
had been going on for months so i aasked
him out right if thats what he wanted his
reply was its not the right time as whats
going on in my life his family would not
agree to us being back together and for
the past 5-6 weeks hes been really cold
and off with me we are meant to be best
mates i cant get him to talk to me i did
think it would blow over then today i did
something i regret and i dont think i can
go back i had a really nice guy interested
in me that i no and my prob is i just dont
trust anyone and with me living 4 hours
away and him working 6 days aweek i didnt
see where it could go even tho i hadnt
gave it a chance yesterday he text me and
told me he loved me then today i sent him
a text to say i dont trust anyone and that
with him working all the time and me
feeling depressed etc i didnt think it
would be fair on him nor did i think he
could handle my probs you see everything i
get close too i end up losing so i have
put a wall around my heart and push
everything away that trys to get close and
i dont no how to change tonight i sat on
my bed cryed my eyes out and wished i was
dead i'm 25 and dont see my life going
anywhere inside i feel so sad and lost i
do see my doctor and take my med i feel
like i'm going to crack up inside and i
find it hard talking about my feelings
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Posted: 12-15-07 20:05pm
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This time of year is very difficult, I
think we all tend to look at what we've
lost. I'm guilty of doing this myself. I
am trying to think of the good in my life.
At times like this you may not feel
there's anything positive but there is.
I lost my grandpa who was like my dad (my
father chose to stay out of my life) the
day after Christmas a few years ago, so
for me this time of year stinks but I am
trying to find that positive vibe.
Taking life one day at a time even one
hour at time is how we can get through
it.
There's an old saying If you love
something set it free, if it comes back
it's meant to be. You have a lot to live
for, it may not seem that way but you do.
It sounds like you, your brother and
nieces are close. Can you help each other
through this difficult time?
If I can be of any help,please feel free
to pm me or post back here.
Hang in there 
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jo_1982
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Posted: 12-16-07 04:46am
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| butterfly6169
wrote: | This time of year is very
difficult, I think we all tend to look at
what we've lost. I'm guilty of doing this
myself. I am trying to think of the good
in my life. At times like this you may not
feel there's anything positive but there
is.
I lost my grandpa who was like my dad (my
father chose to stay out of my life) the
day after Christmas a few years ago, so
for me this time of year stinks but I am
trying to find that positive vibe.
Taking life one day at a time even one
hour at time is how we can get through
it.
There's an old saying If you love
something set it free, if it comes back
it's meant to be. You have a lot to live
for, it may not seem that way but you do.
It sounds like you, your brother and
nieces are close. Can you help each other
through this difficult time?
If I can be of any help,please feel free
to pm me or post back here.
Hang in there |
Hi thanks for the reply i am close to my
brother he and his 3 kids i dont talk to
him about my problems i find it very hard
to tell people about my feeling plus hes
my younger brother and as for my dad hes
not well himself thank you for the old
saying i will keep it in mind i have tryed
taking things one day at a time my moods
are so up and down thanks again and im
sorry to hear about your grandpa i no how
hard it is to lose the people you love i
will keep you posted on how i'm doing
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young Girl
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Posted: 12-16-07 07:07am
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i have a quote for you- that i hold dear
to my heart. whenever im feeling like this
i repeat it aloud to myself until i feel
better.
its from the movie elizabethtown. if you
havent seen it i hihly recomend it
its seriously one of the most well put
together movies and it will change the way
you look at life forever.
No true fiasco ever began as a quest for
mere adequacy. A motto of the British
Special Air Force is: 'Those who risk,
win.' A single green vine shoot is able to
grow through cement. The Pacific
Northwestern salmon beats itself bloody on
it's quest to travel hundreds of miles
upstream against the current, with a
single purpose, sex of course, but also...
life
my point is- keep on truckin. life is HARD
and at the end of the day we are all just
trying to get buy hun. people out there
know how you feel. the best way to helping
your self is to learn to talk about it and
what your feeling. and listening to other
peoples situations helps alot too. this
way, you know your not alone
and youre NOT alone in this
you CAN do this... and if you need help,
im here for you
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jo_1982
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Posted: 12-16-07 13:07pm
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| the_girlfriend
wrote: | i have a quote for you- that
i hold dear to my heart. whenever im
feeling like this i repeat it aloud to
myself until i feel better.
its from the movie elizabethtown. if you
havent seen it i hihly recomend it
its seriously one of the most well put
together movies and it will change the way
you look at life forever.
No true fiasco ever began as a quest for
mere adequacy. A motto of the British
Special Air Force is: 'Those who risk,
win.' A single green vine shoot is able to
grow through cement. The Pacific
Northwestern salmon beats itself bloody on
it's quest to travel hundreds of miles
upstream against the current, with a
single purpose, sex of course, but also...
life
my point is- keep on truckin. life is HARD
and at the end of the day we are all just
trying to get buy hun. people out there
know how you feel. the best way to helping
your self is to learn to talk about it and
what your feeling. and listening to other
peoples situations helps alot too. this
way, you know your not alone
and youre NOT alone in this
you CAN do this... and if you need help,
im here for you |
thank you
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jo_1982
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Posted: 12-22-07 12:50pm
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Hi all i would like to wish everyone a
happy christmas that cares about it
I'm still feeling up and down in my moods
and i Hate this time of year most
of all i will be so glad in a week or so
when its all over with this time of year
brings back so much pain and hurt.
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Posted: 12-22-07 14:17pm
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Sounds like you too are suffering the
holiday blues. Not uncommon at all. We all
tend to go to out past and wonder if
things would be different if we would have
done them differently. When in reality, we
probably done them the exact same way.
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Posted: 12-25-07 13:22pm
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The holidays are a time we all tend to
reflect back and wonder if only...
It's a very common thought among many
people.
Hang in there everyone.
Merry Christmas
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jo_1982
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Posted: 12-28-07 07:50am
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Hi thanks for your replys still feeling
the same how was everyones christmas??
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Posted: 12-28-07 23:07pm
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Mine was good, wishing I felt better
though.
How was your Christmas?
Sorry to hear you're still feeling the
same.
Would you like to talk about it? I'll be
checking in here on and off I've been busy
with the holidays and not feeling well.
Sorry I haven't been in here sooner.
Take Care
Happy New Year!!!
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jo_1982
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Posted: 12-30-07 19:38pm
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Hi butterfly sorry to hear you have not
been feeling well glad to
hear your christmas was good mine was
quiet went to my brother
christmas day which was kind of funny its
the 1st christmas without
my ex partner and the rest of my family im
used to a big family christmas
with my aunts uncles and cousins just have
to get used to it as there aint
no going back with my family they crossed
a line which i cant forgive
new year is going to be quiet aswell a
friend was meant to come down and
spend it with me but he let me down today
a new year a new start i guess
from tomorrow Happy new year to you too
take care
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Posted: 12-31-07 17:26pm
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Hi jo_1982
I understand about families all to well
and them crossing the line. I have a big
family but you'd never know it. We were
very close but things change, I try to
adjust to it the best I can. I focus on my
own family (spouse and kids). They are my
family now.
I'm glad to hear you spent Christmas with
your brother.
I am dealing with so many health problems
which are getting me down again.
Remember I am here if you want to talk, it
sounds like we have some family issues in
common.
Take Care and I hope you have a Happy New
Year!!
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jo_1982
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Posted: 01-14-08 20:51pm
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| butterfly6169
wrote: | Hi jo_1982
I understand about families all to well
and them crossing the line. I have a big
family but you'd never know it. We were
very close but things change, I try to
adjust to it the best I can. I focus on my
own family (spouse and kids). They are my
family now.
I'm glad to hear you spent Christmas with
your brother.
I am dealing with so many health problems
which are getting me down again.
Remember I am here if you want to talk, it
sounds like we have some family issues in
common.
Take Care and I hope you have a Happy New
Year!! |
Hi Butterfly
Thanks for the reply it sure dose sound
like we have same kind of family issues my
family are way past that line of no return
also been doin alot of thinking about my
ex partner who walked out in june last
year without a word after nearly 3 yrs
together did think i was over him but
something inside me misses him so much i
cant work out weather i wanna try and go
back and fix thing or weather i just need
to see him to put a close to what we had
as i have never had any answers to why hes
done what he has only 2 weeks into this
year so far and its already started with
problems my brother has ended up moving
back home as him and his partner have
split up and its starting to get messy
over the kids looks like the start to
another stressful year anyway apart from
my head banging life how are you? hows
your new year so far? have not been on for
abit as have had alot going on but will
check for your reply in a few days take
care
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Posted: 01-15-08 11:56am
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Hi jo_1982
You have a full plate. My New Year started
off with me having kidney stones (I get
them a lot). Now the family is sick with
the flu.
I'll post more when I'm feeling better. I
just wanted pop in and see what's going
on.
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jo_1982
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Posted: 01-15-08 12:52pm
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Hi Butterfly
Sorry to hear you have been unwell hope
you and your family are better soon
thanks also for your reply catch you when
you feel better
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Posted: 01-15-08 14:41pm
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Hi jo_1982
I was thinking about how you want closure
with your partner...Have you ever written
in a journal pouring everything out? I
have and it helps.
I still write when I get overly stressed.
I have even written letters to those who
have hurt me. I only mailed one of those
letter which was to my father..all the
other letter I threw away. It helped me to
write about my anger and hurt that they
brought to me.
You can always pm me also.
Well I'm off to rest again.
Take Care
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jo_1982
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Posted: 01-22-08 16:33pm
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| butterfly6169
wrote: | Hi jo_1982
I was thinking about how you want closure
with your partner...Have you ever written
in a journal pouring everything out? I
have and it helps.
I still write when I get overly stressed.
I have even written letters to those who
have hurt me. I only mailed one of those
letter which was to my father..all the
other letter I threw away. It helped me to
write about my anger and hurt that they
brought to me.
You can always pm me also.
Well I'm off to rest again.
Take Care |
Hi butterfly
I dont keep a journal i did write a letter
for him but i never posted it not even
sure he would read it even if i sent it
the other thing that dont help is i still
have all his belongings here hes never
picked them up to be honest i aint even
sure seeing would be a gd idea as he hurt
me so much i went to bits etc i just have
to live in hope that theres some1 out
there for me somewhere to make me happy
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Posted: 01-22-08 19:21pm
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Hi jo_1982
There is someone out there for you. Don't
give up hope.
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