the Horrible Year Starts Again Posted: 12-17-07 07:44am
i just turned 14 lik 12 days ago and r
reli depressed and fel lik ders no 1 2
turn 2 at da b ginin of last year all of
ma friends started fighting and den most
of dem moved away just as i started to
make new friends ma brother gt rushd off 2
hospital and operated on cuz he had
septasema(dnt no hw 2 spel it but its a
blood infection) a few days afta he cam hm
my mum had a stroke and den she waz in
hospital dey figured owt it waz becuz of
an anrinism(anotha word i cant spel) in
hur nek dat explodin causein da stroke but
she also had anuda 1 der which cod go off
at n e tim and if it exploded she wod die
2 days l8a (da 5th of june 2006)(10 days
afta hur 38th birthday which she spent in
hospital) i gt woken up at bwt 4 in da
mornin bi ma grandma and she told me dat
mum had died wat made dis dae evn worse
waz dat that day is also ma grans bday. me
and ma mum were da best of friends doin
evri fin 2 getha den l8a dat yr in novemba
ma dad waz in hospital b cuz of a bowel
problem im not dat close to him but still
i have 2 be as close as pos. he get al
angry at me wen hus GF isnt her and takes
evri lil fin owt on me and den wen she is
here i dnt evn exist lik me and hur were
sitin on da hand railin of da deck he cums
owt he cums owt and tells hur 2 gt of she
mite fall and die and den pulls hur of
but doesnt evn ask me to hop of or warn me
of da danger. and now at skool agen all ma
new friends hav started 2 fite and my best
friend has moved half way acros da
countrie i fel lik dis is al gona repeat
its self dats not da onli fing people at
skool cal me pizza face becuz i have bad
acne and emo becuz im not usualy hapi and
i listen to my chemical romance, i tri jus
to push it all away while at skoll cuz al
ma friends cum to me 4 help and i listen
to dem complain bwt der probs which r jus
small fins lik oh dat dude jus insulted ma
hair colour and dat gt me reli anoyd cuz
der reli stressed bwt sumfin dat lil man
dey hav gt no idea wats goin on in ma head
b cuz dey neva ask me wats wrong dey jus
presum ive gt a perfect lil life
can sum1 plz help or jus b der 4 me 2 talk
to i fel all alone
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marvel
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Posted: 12-17-07 11:00am
Hi, aloner. I'd be happy to listen to you.
I have just one problem. It is incredibly
difficult to make out what you are saying.
Is there any way you can use punctuation
and proper spelling? I know you're upset
and probably want to type really fast to
get things off of your chest, but in order
to understand where you're coming from, I
need to understand what exactly you're
saying. Can you do that for me?
I'm sorry to hear about your mother and
the state of your friendships right now.
If there is a bright side to this, it is
that you're stronger than any other person
you know. That's something to be proud of.
What else is bothering you?
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CarolDiane
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Posted: 12-18-07 00:40am
marvel is right,
You need to spell out your text completly
so we can make it out. I see you are
cutting you words short as in jargin and
we don't do that here. We have to know
word for word so we can help you. Please
type out your words and not to cut them
sort so we can make heads or tails out of
them. We are here to help you. But it
makes it hard when we can't figure out
what you are trying to say. Hope we can
help you.
Welcome to the family. Stick around and
you may find yourself getting better.
