Hello this is my first time posting on
this site. For the past few months i
thought i might have a mental disorder of
some kind or something of that type
maybe schizophrenia maybe something else
less serious hopefully. When i go to sleep
i hear my thoughts saying bad things about
me like i hate you and your pathetic and
other downers and things like that. This
has been like for quite some time i know
it was for quite awhile at least but i
have horrible memory it gets all mushy but
thats just typical bad memory. Now i dont
hear these thoughts like sounds outside of
my head i hear them like regular thoughts
but for some reason or another its like my
brains trying to get me to be unhappy or
something. I know it sounds bad but its
not that terrible. Somtimes when im
watching tv or doing anything ill see
stuff on movies that for some reason
relate to me somhow and i reason there
must be some deep cosmic reason for this
commercial or something thats trying to
send me messages on whats about to happen
in the future and i think it actually
happens i get major deja vu sometimes and
i remember a commercial or a dream and i
think i can see into the future.
Now i also see things too nothing serious
though its just somtimes i see these
little lights flash like little dots
almost balls of light and also when i
close my eyes when its dark enough i can
see these big green spinning strobe lights
that form little nifty shapes. I also see
things when ever i move my pencil in
school around on paper i see a little
weird purple line behind it that
disappears when i stop concentrating on
it. The pencil isnt touching the paper
when this happens. None of that is really
bad i mean there so minor and
insignificant infact one helps with my art
and the other can help me pass time. I
also have general apathy for just about
everything from sex to
homework and all that. So i want to know
can anyone suggest what i should do i have
no idea whats really going on and i
decided i dont want to sleep ever again.
Normally i would never say anything about
this im pretty reclusive about my life
except for my very close friends. But my
uncle who is a schitzophrenic told me
about his expriences before he got sick
and said that without medication or help
the illness can get really bad. Sorry
about the typing im kind of tired.
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dafodil
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Get Help Posted: 12-19-07 13:41pm
I think you need to see a psychiatrist.I
have schizophrenia.I had symptoms of
voices,and feelings that the ads and shows
on tv are trying to send me a
message.However I know that you dont see
anything strange in Schizo.You just hear
strange voices.If your uncle had the
disease that means you have a family
history.So dont wait and get help
immediately.Remember dont feel down if the
diagnosis turns out to be schizo.There are
many people who suffer from it and lead
almost normal lives.Get help,take
medications(necessary)and live.
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