What Away to Ruin Christmas.. Posted: 12-24-07 17:38pm
Jason decides to talk bills on christmas
eve, and i messed up big time, they are
all paid on time and everything but none
are paid off, i havent save adime since
hes been gone and now hes mad and he has
every right to be mad. And i could have
managed money a bit better and even saved
money, brandy spent alot f her time over
her, she never brought diapers over for he
kids, she stayed overnight even for 2
weeks. So iwas buying food for 6 people,
she basicaly used my diapers my wipes, my
foood , my juice , she even borrowed my
car when she lost her keys to drive all
the way to regensburg so she ven used my
gas and my phone to cal her mom and this
guy zach racked up my phone bill, she was
always on my internet so icant even talk
to my husband on there, hell she even used
my tampons she used nothing of her own.
She said she would help with that phone
bil she never did she ner helped out money
wise, so when i could have ben saving
miney i was spending more cuz of her. I
know she used me , friends wlak all over
me thats why i hate having friends isem to
always get used all the time.
But evidently i suck at everything i cant
manage money, i cant discipline my own
kids according to jason otherwise jospeh
wouldnt throw tantrums in stores, i even
suck at having sex according to jason. I
feel like my mom a disgusting fat blob
who cant even pay bills right, jason just
kinda put adowner on everything.
Sorry for rambling i dont have real life
friends to talk to about this sorta stuff
without hem spreadin rumors or something.
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tdr
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Posted: 12-24-07 17:42pm
I'm so sorry you're feeling this way
Diane.
Regardless of what is going on in
Afghanistan with Jason, that does NOT give
him the right to say such things to you.
As for Brandy, I'd dump her as a "friend."
You deserve so much better.
oh i did dump brandy, i dont talk toher
anymore i sorta messed it up myself but it
works out haha, i was talking to my
husbands frien don myspace and i had
written about that im not a promiscuous
person and acheater like brandy and that
her kids wer annoying cuz her kid smears
poop on my walls and pees n everything and
i was showing her what his friend was
talking to me about forgeting that iwrote
that and she saw it but i dont care, i was
used. But grr jason makes me mad , he made
my cry on christmas eve. But im ok now, it
just the past few days ive felt realy down
about myself and mybody image more then
ever so this just like topped it off and
sent me over the edge so to speak. days
like this make me dread him coming home.
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tdr
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Posted: 12-24-07 17:48pm
That is freaking awful. I am so sorry you
have to deal with that.
Maybe he needs to be reminded that you
uprooted your entire life to move to
Germany with him, only for him to be
deployed?
yeay but at the same time the money
situation is my faut i could have handled
it alot better and stuff but i didnt and i
know i messed up, but ugh then hes saying
maybe i need to send u back to th states
for alittle while i guess so he can fix
everything, i didnt spend money on myslf
while hes been gone barely, its the kids
and the house. i was trying to get he
house looking nice and buying the kids
clothes and stuff and geting him christmas
presents. But now i feel like christmas
wil be ruined. i offerd to sell my laptop,
i dont need it. but hes like stop being
stupid, but eh whatever. Of all days he
picks christmas to get mad at me. The day
when everyone in the world is hapy and
spending time with the family i feel hated
and that icant do anything right.
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Posted: 12-24-07 17:55pm
Well that's a poopy situation with Brandy.
She needs to be smacked
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tdr
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Posted: 12-24-07 17:56pm
Honestly, it doesn't matter whether or not
you screwed up, he still has no right to
make you feel this way.
ESPECIALLY on Christmas. And ESPECIALLY
the day before Jordynne's first birthday.
yeah but im not friends with her anymore,
i should have never gotten back friends
with her but hen i woulda never been good
friends with tanja, so i suppose
everything happens for a reason. but ugh
jason just i duno he ruined christmas.
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tdr
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Honestly, it doesn't matter
whether or not you screwed up, he still
has no right to make you feel this way.
ESPECIALLY on Christmas. And ESPECIALLY
the day before Jordynne's first
birthday.
i know, he was like when i get back your
geting a job , the only job i can really
get is like at burger king, and all the
money to that would go straight o daycare
not really anything extra left to help out
at all so its stupid. Then like he wants
to al of a sudden change the subject and
be alll happy like we never talked about
the bills in the first place, but i cant
just al of a sudden be like all happy.
haha, im done with brandy. but jason just
realy realy upset me then hes like now
your crying, all mad, but whats he want me
to do. I seriously feel like my mom
something i dont wana be, she is
overweight by alot, my dads always yelling
ather for messing up the bills, and im fat
and cant manage bills either. so woop dee
doo. Im sorry i spent money on the kids, i
spoil them i cant help it. lucky for him
im never having kids agin, after this IUD
comes out ima get another one maybe in the
states they wil have a 10 year one.
yepp, i lub my ehealth! THats joseph talk
he says ah lub yew, hehe hes sooo cute ,
hes picked up so much words since jason
left its crazy, he knows who spongebob and
elmo are now too. I was lookin forward to
jason coming home and him seing the kids
and how mch they changed but now ugh i
wish he could just stay there for another
6 mths.
