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young Girl
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Joined: 21 Jun 2007
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Location: everythings better in, texas USA
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Omfg I Wanna Scream
Posted: 12-27-07 03:30am
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im so sorry for takeing up space ranting
but i need to REALLY BADLY
im BEYOND mad
the stupid stary dog that we are keeping
here because she had puppies at our house
just took a HORRIBLE poop on my EFFING
PILLOW
i walked in my room and the smell was
HORRIBLE
so i looked everywhere and couldnt find
any poop so then yeah there it is on my
damn bed
so then i start to take the sheets off and
stuff and she also PEED on it everywhere
so now i have no where to sleep im too
tired to shampoo the bed off. so i sprayed
lysol and got all the crap and stuff out
threw the pillow and pillowcases away
tonight im going to sleep in the spare
room. and im MAD ABOUT IT
how did the dog get upstairs?!!!! someone
left the damn gate open.
so guess what happens next?! i dont even
know
its a downward spiral into depression. im
sad im mad im upset. i just want to fight
with somebody. not physically fight. but
just an argument. i dont know why.
i am so exausted i could throw up. but
whenever i lay down i feel like im going
to cry
so im here
awake asking for help
or someone to talk to
because i need it
i didnt want to be on meds or drugs for
depression. i dont even wanna bring it up
to my dr but i have to. i have to because
kristen needs a mom that can function like
a nornal person and not cry and get sad
all the time.
my neck hurts and i think im getting a
tension headache
either that or a migrane
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Sandbox Party
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Posted: 12-27-07 03:33am
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im talking to you on AIM..
but
i know how you feel.
You NEED to be seen..
its not about what YOU want anymore..
Its about what Krissy NEEDS.
and she NEEDS a happy mommy.
(and i NEED a happy Suzy  )
call the dr babe.
tomorrow.
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young Girl
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Joined: 21 Jun 2007
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Location: everythings better in, texas USA
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Posted: 12-27-07 03:35am
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i will
i was hopeing this would go away
but its not
its getting worse
is there an alternative to meds?
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Sandbox Party
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yellow ribbon
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Joined: 07 Dec 2005
Posts: 5554
Location: FL
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Re: Omfg I Wanna Scream
Posted: 12-27-07 12:18pm
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| the_girlfriend
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i didnt want to be on meds or drugs for
depression. i dont even wanna bring it up
to my dr but i have to. i have to because
kristen needs a mom that can function like
a nornal person and not cry and get sad
all the time.
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hun thats y any good mommy takes medicine.
none of us want to have to go tell the doc
we are nuts but its for the best. im sorry
i wasnt on last night but im me if ur on
now. i need to whine a lil too.
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Dannzibelle
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Posted: 12-27-07 12:26pm
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You do need to tell your doctor, sometimes
just telling someone else how you feel
knowing that they arn't judging you helps.
I went onto medication because i knew it
was the best thing for mine and Mika's
safety. At my worst point i was suicidal.
I can remember packing all of Mika clothes
and toys etc into bags and then when Dom
came up and asked what i was doing i said
'I'm giving her to Charlie as an early
birthday present', i was seriously screwed
up but i know it wasn't my fault. I've
heard that St johns wort can help too but
i don't know how mild depression has to be
for that
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sillyakchick
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Posted: 12-27-07 12:36pm
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Just talk to the doctor Suzy. Even if its
not meds you need, but just someone to
talk to, it's a good decision. There are
a lot of things besides drugs, but you and
your Dr can decide what's best for YOU.
My midwife suggested i take B complex
because it helps with easing depression if
its mild. Also, Sunlight! Vitamin D from
the sun can make a world of difference so
get out there and go for a walk every day.
Not only to you have the preggo hormonal
issue, but its the holidays, its dark out
longer, it's grey and cloudy (at least
here). Hell, i am sorta depressed and i
didn't just have a baby. You will get
through this, but I really know exactly
how you feel. Things you normally would
have laughed off seem so monumental, and
sometimes it just seems like its never
going to end. Talk to asomeone medically.
I assure you, you will feel better!
Hugs to you.
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yellow ribbon
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Location: FL
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Posted: 12-27-07 13:18pm
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my mom takes st johns wort and says it
works for her.
and does my post read funny to anyone
else?
i didnt mean ur not a good mommy if you
dont take pills i ment thats the reason we
take them. does that make sense? ugh i
think my brain took a vacation today
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tdr
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Posted: 12-27-07 13:23pm
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Suzy, I am here for you ANY time you need
me. I've never been through everything
that you have in the past month, but I've
had an animal poop on my bed so I know
what that's like.
ANY time.
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young Girl
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Joined: 21 Jun 2007
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Location: everythings better in, texas USA
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Posted: 12-27-07 14:43pm
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thanks everyone. im going to the drs soon
ill post when i get back
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Becky
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Posted: 12-27-07 15:20pm
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Tell him everything Suzy- be up front
Good luck hun
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young Girl
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Location: everythings better in, texas USA
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Posted: 12-27-07 15:44pm
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okie dokie well krissy PED appt is at 3
and after that im going to go to my obgyn
maybe i can do this without medication. if
thats my only option though thats ok
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sillyakchick
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Posted: 12-27-07 15:49pm
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You always have options. You are the
patient and the dioctor is your employee
so to speak. He or she cannot MAKE you do
anything. Good luck
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O0o0h_baby
Active User, Really EHEALTHy
Joined: 12 Dec 2007
Posts: 674
Location: Northern California,
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Posted: 12-27-07 19:41pm
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The after baby blues are hard, but normal.
Talk to your Dr. and decide what's best
for you. I have no problem admitting that
I have depression issues, and have been on
and off prozac pretty much forever. There
is no shame in needing a little help right
now, a new baby is tough, and hormones are
AWFUL. <3
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