so since like a month ive been cutting
myself with knives on my upper leg
like i dont feel better when i do it, it
doesnt help me cope with my emotions or
problems, and im not the kinda perosn who
likes cutting just cus they like cuttting,
i just do it cus i hate myself and if im
not alowed to kill myslef i do the next
best thing
but anyways, i started cutting my upper
leg cus i thought that was the most
discreet place, but just now i thought
about how i just got a girl, and what
happens when she takes off my pants and
sees all those bloody cuts and scars...
like i guess i screwed myself over, cus if
she sees those cuts shes probly gonna up
and leave and never want to talk to me
again... so yah, damn im screwed...damn
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Electriceyes
Extremely EHEALTHy
Joined: 18 Nov 2007 Posts: 1059 Location: Monroe, Michigan United States
Posted: 01-06-08 05:31am
she might not necessarily leave you. She
might actually want to help you stop and
support you while trying to stop. I'm
speaking for my experience here but i have
an ex/best friend that used to cut himself
and he some how managed to hid it from me
for months, but when I did find out I
asked him to stop. He said he couldn't but
I told him I'd help him through it all and
support him all the way because I used to
cut, myself. I know how hard it is to quit
and you can't do it all at once or without
support... I would also check him every
day to make sure he hadn't cut after I
found out. If there was a fresh cut and
depending on how many of them there were,
he'd get a different type of "punishment"
that meant as me being mad/not talking to
him/ kicking his @SS as i am a pretty
tough girl... If you ever need to talk
just PM me any time. I'm Ashley by the way
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