i am SO MAD i dont even know how im
sitting here at the computer and not
punching holes in the walls. i seriously
need to vent
this will take a while to write but if
everyone could read it that will be great.
comments would be awsome to.
ok so
im in the room folding laundry right? and
i took my phone off the charger to check
and see if my mom called. well i had NINE
missed calls. so i was like "ok thats
normal, probably just my parents and my
friend mikey or a few people calling me."
well i check the number and its my grammy
(shes my dads sister. but weve always
called her grammy) this is the one i was
supposed to go see for that christmas
gathering this but we ended up just going
to my dads instead. anyways...
so then it says i have voice msgs. so then
i go to check my msg and theres NINE of
them all from my grammy. seriously 9. im
not kidding
the first one went like this:
"hey suzannah its grammy. i got your
christmas cards and pictures of the baby.
i cant wait to see her. i hope you can
bring her by soon. i stil have the $200
for you for your present and some stuff
for the baby. i love you call me when you
get this."
ok so then the next one: " hey suzy this
is grammy again. i called about an hour
ago. i just wanted to see if you can call
me back when you get this. i love you.
bye"
ok so then" hey suzannah leigh (i HATE
WHEN SHE SAYS MY MIDDLE NAME SHE IS NOT MY
MOTHER
) um i REALLY want
you to CALL me back soon. calll me suzy."
ok then:
"listen suzannah im serious i dont know
WHY YOURE NOT CALLING ME BACK. but i WANT
to see that baby. you NEED to bring her to
my house so we can see her. CALL ME BACK
SUZANNAH THIS IS IMPORTANT"
so im siting there holding my phone like
what? then i hear " suzannah i have called
you over and over i am NOT PLAYING WITH
YOU ANYMORE. you NEED to answer my phone
calls im really not playing with you
suzannah LEIGH"
and then there were a few more but the
very last one went like this " SUZANNAH! i
want to see that baby! i have TWO HUNDRED
DOLLARS for youi and i dont care if your
mad at me! tell TRAVIS that I SAID I DONT
CARE if YOU want to come out or NOT! tell
HIM to just bring kristen over here you
DONT HAVE TO COME if you are mad! im
SERIOUS SUZANNAH. ANSWER YOUR PHONE!!! im
worried about you (yeah right your not
owrried about me you just need an excuse
to be a complete bi*&#) ok suzy call
me back or im going to call the cops! i
want to SEEE HER!"
click.
okay first off. what the...hell?
she has a serious control problem. i was
already haveing a rough day. she pushed me
over the edge. so i called my dad whos in
a treatment center right now and i
FLIPPED. i was crying and cussing and
telling him to tell her i dont GIVE A F*^$
about her money she will NOT harass me
like that on MY PHONE. i told my dad to
tell her she will NEVER see me or my
daughter again. and she can get that
straight right now and dont get it
twisted!!!!!!!!!
so my dad doesnt know im on the anti
depressants and i told him and then i
started crying even harder and then he
started crying because he was worried
about me. and i didnt mean to burden my
dad with this but i just didnt know what
else to do. if I called my grammy myself
it would NOT have been pretty because i
was OUT OF CONTROL angry.
who does that?
um SORRY but she is NOT my #1 priority and
she acts like she should be the first
person to see kristen. the only 2people i
care about that need to see her is my dad
and mom. not my GRAMMY who for the past
few years hasnt even been in my life and
wanted nothing to do with me when my
parents divorced she completely hated me
and my sisters and brothers. she just
wants an exuse to control me and she
thinks she can get away with it with
kristen. NOT
no i have lots of people that want to see
her but no one ever leaves stupid
harassing msgs like that. i am so angry i
could S-c-r-e-am.
am i over reacting or would you guys be
just as mad if someone did that to you?
