Joined: 14 Jan 2008 Posts: 2 Location: Burbank, California, United States
Bipolar,OCD and Depression Posted: 01-14-08 06:30am
Hi,I'm new here and I have been dealing
with some issues for the past two years.
I'm 14 and nothing traumatic has happened
in these past years. I've been diagnosed
with bipolar, ODD, and deppresion since
last year. But lately people have been
extra worried about me. I really dont see
anything wrong with me. I've been doing
these things since I was a 5 but no one
said anything then. Well, anyways, I've
been talking in a British accent
everywhere I go (just for the fun of it),
people have been telling me that I dont
make sense when I talk and I've been
singing to the top of my lungs to every
song I can think of (I really dont know
why). I've suddenly started to hate my
brother and be very self-centered. My
child doctor thought it was just me beng
smart and creative because I had a very
high I.Q. So they just put me in gifted
classes but I still think its something
other than that, I become very obsessive
with things.I've stopped cutting my hair
and I go on eating binges and the binges
last for weeks where I eat too much or
where I dont eat enough. Im really
paranoid and I always think someone is
trying to do something to me all the time
which is why I'm so mean and defensive.
I've been very manipulative and I havent
been going to school all year. I'm very
touchy on too many subjects and I hate
talking about things unless I'm going to
be the only one talking. I wake up in the
evenings and stay up till 7:00 in the
morning. I act like i'm a different person
usually because I'm bored and when I'm
bored I think of crazy things, I curse a
lot for no reason and my head has been
really swimmng lately. I take remron,
abilify, and paxil but they just make me
go to sleep. It seems that this has all
happened at once. I'm really critical and
talk about people in front of there face
or behind theyre back. What is it ? Could
it be hereditary since my younger sister
is bipolar, has depression, ODD, and ADD
and my father is a recovering alcoholic ?
I really dont know whats going on. If you
coud help I would really appreciate it.
Ive also had 5 surgeries on my head in 3
years for headaches could that also be it
? I have no emotions or feelings towards
anyone and I laugh at sad or bad things.