to anyone that has this problem, i fell in
love with a bi polor girl and ended up
marrying her because i was trying to re
enforce her trust issues, 2 years of hell,
the sex was awsome, and the un predictable
mood swings were always entertaining,
never a dull moment. always playing
captin save a hoe driving half way across
the country on several occasions. cant
believe i still have the shirl off my
back, with her stealing every thing saying
that was hers and hoarding her valuables
at her moms worried i was going to take
it. the constant battling about the
secrets i stored in encrypted code on the
computer, the open legs she would display
any of my friends when i was at work, oh,
work, i lost my job, could be there on
time, also could nt focus on work with her
calling me every 5min with insane
accusations! i was an cia agent trying to
set her up and put her away locked up
forever! not! im a construction welder, i
was timed when i got off work to when i
got home, stay on the phone with her the
whole drive, not to mention the im board
stuff. she finally left me and went back
to her mothers in houston, i was
devastated! she was my everything! young,
beautiful, sexy, intellegent, funny, and
just a thrill to be around, her
abandanding me almost killed me, she was
in her home town, me being in california,
screwing just about anyone that gave her
the time of day! started stripping, got
into the meth and was totally out of
reach!
well that was a couple of years ago and i
still hear from her when her new current
boyfriend is plotting againest her and she
needs a safe place to hide, lol and i will
do it, is that sick? heres even sicker
shortly after she left a hooked up with
another girl that turns out to be bi polar
as well! and i fell in love with her! oh
of course after i fell in love is when i
learnd of all of her character defects,
malasted as a child from her dad, been to
prison, her brother is in for homicide,
her parents are dead, and she turns into
this thing from hell when she drinks! what
the hell is wrong with me!!!!!!!!!!! cant
i get a good girl with a job no kids and
is trustworthy? i have to hide anything
valuable when she starts rapid cycling,
chasing them down does more harm than
good, you be the one that looks like has a
problem, ending up in jail.. than it s
like im the bad guy because im mad at her.
like rite now my soon to b x is at a bar
drunk, calling me, wanting me to pick her
up because shes to buzz to drive, i was
told before i went to work that she needed
to go to a job interview and was axious
to start working. this has been happening
almost twice a week now... when she
called and ask for me to pick her up i
hung up on her. she kept calling about
25times and i picked it up and said y? y
are u sabataugzing us, your ruining my
life.. and i hung up shes tried callling
text me with f--ck it, wheres my hero? i
nervous thinking she might get hurt or
hurt someone eles driving drunk, shes
already had one dui, than it my fault if
somthing happens, i know its not but thats
how shell put it, what do i do? if i pick
her up, most likly shell start accusing me
of something, start a fight and she gets
physical hitting me calling me rude names,
ect... do i leave her there? help im the
one that needs theropy
