hi you all, i dont have anorexia or
bulimia but i seem to have a food phobia.
i have crohns disease and lately found if
i dont eat, i wont get sick or be in
really bad pain.
yesterday i had not eaten for 19 days !!
and my stomach was fine i was painfree but
it was so hard resisting temptation of
food all around me everyday when i felt so
hungry and the other stuff goes along with
starving yourself like being cold all the
time, cant get to sleep, no energy, moody.
yesterday i gave in and i didnt just eat,
i binged ! today i am likely to binge
again because i miss food so much and now
i started eating i feel i dont want to
stop, but i know its going to cause me to
be in real bad pain aswell
most of the time im too scared to eat.