Yeah i've been on adderall for about 4
years 30mg xr. Everyday. I quit about a
month and a half ago because i thought i
was going crazy.
I still think that i'm going crazy. I'm
having conversations in my head with
people that i know and treating them as if
they were real. The conversations used to
be with my coworkers but now it turned to
my family
Its basically my family going in and
pulling out my deepest darkest secrets and
exposing them to the world. Its driving
me insane i think that im going to the
looney bin soon because i don't know what
to do. I mean I decided to get off
adderall because i just quit smoking and
the adderall started to come on real
strong a little too strong. So i Quit
Know that im off adderall i think that im
going into a serious state of depression.
And i Dont Know what to do. Like its
getting worse. Everyday it just gets
worse and its to the point where im
starting to scare myself like I starting
to see the meaninglessness of life and
asking myself whats the point.
This is not me. Well it is, I remember
having thoughts like that years ago but I
haven't even thought about it for the
longest time. Its back really strong and
i dont know how to correct it. I don't
know how to live.
I think that is my biggest problem the
thought im concentrating on most right
know. I don't know how to live. I don't
know what im supposed to be doing. I'm on
unemployment sitting in my house basically
doing nothing. Which gives me a little
insight into why i might think that but
its more then that. I just see everyting
as frivilous and dont see the point in
doing things. I'm the type of person
whose kinda of been there done that, and i
really dont know where to go from here.
If anyone has any experience detoxing from
adderall Please give me some advice I
really need it
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crob2780
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 22 Feb 2008 Posts: 2
Posted: 02-22-08 21:42pm
i have been addicted to adderall for over
a year now and have detoxed at least 10
times...the only thing i can tell you is
to ride out the first week and have your
dr. put you on an antidepressant...eating
foods that have vitamin c and taking
niacin can help detox you faster too...i
heard it takes a full year to fully
recover from the mental effects of
adderall and i believe it...just hang in
there and you will eventually be normal
again
