To Homerx February 17, 08

OK! So you want to up the bar do you? Thats my girl! Its a deal....an extra 10 minutes for me and 150 for you...deal! But, do not over do it because I do not want you to hurt yourself or strain too hard, OK? OK! Lets do this thing!!!!
You rock, my Princess!!
XOXO, Homer
your friend for ever...from this life and into the next!

For that beautiful and heartfelt prayer. I always know when you pray for me and you pray in such a true and pure way that God for sure listens to your prayer.

I consider myself blessed being on the same earth at the same time as you and Homer, Ma and all the good people of faith on this forum.

This whole thing just comes down to the blame game and trying to shove it onto somebody else. Now this company wants to tear up even more of my house so they can hopefully blame my contractor. I am not going to go there. They are so rich, this company, they go in and buy up companies for pennies on the dollars to get the factories. All over the world. But, you know about all that I am sure. It is all about the bottom line.

For us, let us not be drawn into that visious cycle. You have gained your independence by moving from Kenya to Canada and have made great contributions to educating people. Have you thought about going back to school to become a teacher/professor Mson? You already are doing it. Maybe one of these days they will give you an honorary degree. Think about it. That is something a person earns through their accomplishments of helping their fellow man. Sounds like you would fit that bill. Homer, too. He is just too sweet a man. Don't see many like Homer around the planet anymore.

Homer, I TOTALLY love your avatar. Peace to the planet. You have to help me pick out something appropriate. At first I thought my babies, my grape vines, but they are only a small part of who I am. Help me out here Homer, my friend. Ideas?

Love,

Bobbie

Just to read your amazing words of encouragement!!!!!!! Love you both to bits.

Mson, you are an amazing, fearless, intelligent woman. Nothing has or ever will knock you down. You will always wind up standing and standing tall.

A good student? Without a doubt. I will be happy to hear you say you residency is confirmed and you can go back to school. The sky is the limit Mson. You could even wind up with a PhD. Always keep your eye on the prize. When you think about our paths on this living earth and the chances that somehow we are guided this way or that only to keep going forward toward our real destinies, I know that God really and absolutely has us in the palm of his hands. We are his beloved. Can you even imagine a person not knowing that? Feeling God working in their lives?

Life is not a day at the beach. It would be downright boring if we woke up every day to a perfect world, a perfect life. Then, what exactly would you want to strive for? Where would the challenge to work out problems be? They say people who keep having passion in their lives, be it work, love, just things they want to achieve, live a lot longer.

Homer please send that information to me. It sounds like we are on the same page even with food. Maybe one of the reasons I so love communicating with you both. I am into good food big time. Nothing in the world I enjoy more than cooking for my family, friends and especially my dear Walter. He used to call this Roberta's Kitchen. I would let him choose what he wanted to have for dinner every night. Loved that. He was not a big leftover baby. Had to have it fresh. Bless His Heart.

Take care,

Love,

Bobbie

did you check out the avatars???? apply one, i want to C what you pick!!!!

Today it was so cold and windy. I was thankful I listened to Lee's advise to let two men come out to do the replants.

I want to thank you for the avatar site but will have to search it out tomorrow.

Today was hard enough. Even though you think I have made a mistake in trying to help Lee, he does have a lot on his plate too. Only he can eat it or take care of it. We accept these challenges, when we come onto the earth, and have to each and every one of us work them out.

I am just standing here on the sidelines wishing things could be better for all concerned. You know what I mean Homer. But, it is not my call.

I love you guys. Kisses to your dear little ones, little eyes open saying, "here is our mommy and mommy and daddy!

Do you have any idea how much hope and true encouragement you give with your honest and heartfelt responses Homer and Mson? You are just so honest, open and giving, it probably doesn't even register what it means to people. But, it must.

I love this forum. Just so many kind and good people who care.

Love,

Bobbie

Today is two months since I joined these forums. I have found love, encouragement, care - just in this one topic.

My girlfriend and I went to the labyrinth. She is girlfriend to the boss at the MJ club :mr.green: We work together. We went to the club and she did a spiral braid on my hair. Looks nice but I don't think it will last long. I had a good visit.

Went to the market and got a loaf of bread, sandwich meat and cereal. You can tell I am taking care of myself. "Give us this day our daily bread. I am grateful that I can afford to have breakfast, lunch and dinner. For a long time I ignored meals. No wonder I went crazy. Overworking the brain and not eating. *let me get some more water* Beloved husband just saw me coming with the water and he said, "It is good to drink water Baby." That is nice.

What I have realized is that if I do one thing towards health, it opens up other doors for improvement. But I have had great encouragement from you, Homerx and others and that has kept me going. I don't want to go to the mental hospital again. I have been there six times. Panic attacks and all. I must therefore keep healthy overall for my AIDS too. I am so glad glad I met Homerx coz I needed such a friend who knows which of my shoe pinches. You know what I mean?

Bobbie, thanks very much for your encouragement and your kinds words. We see in others what is in us - or something like that. The idea of reflecting of each other. You possess those things you told me because otherwise how would you know? Fearless...

I am very happy to have cable but there doesn't to be much on the weekend. I really like Vision TV. Today they were focusing on Pakistan and speaking the language. It was interesting. During the week I watch Dr Phil and Oprah and the news. The fastest three hours of my life. I have to change my timetable around. My life is changing fast for the better.

Still praying for you.

Love
Mson.

I believe in the goodness of people, their ability to reach their highest level of achievement and it is only by their willingness to fight their way to the top, swim as hard as they can, struggle to survive, by their own acceptance that it is them and only them who can make it happen, then they will reach what they are meant to achieve.

Some of us are stronger than others. For those who have somebody standing with a boot on their throat, both literally and moniterially, it is a hard row to hoe.

Sometimes, people feel they own you and you owe them and it is a life sentence. Some people, no matter how good their life is or what they have in the physical world as far as wealth, it is just not enough. It must be a really hard decision to get out of a terrible relationship.

The retaliation from the family can be horrible. Wonder if they can ever see it that way.

I know Homer you say I have a soft heart. I have a heart that can forgive and I believe that is one of my best assets. Like you and Mson. To love is great and to forgive is divine.

Love to you dear friends.

Bobbie

Been doing more research. Know that I will do my best on this problem with the house. Talked to Mark and told him I feel blessed finding this out sooner than later. Also reading the fine print on the excuses these window people use. Follow their instructions on installing the windows. How is that possible when they didn't even own or manufacture the windows in the first place? I will not tear out any more of my house. It is their problem. They have already agreed to send me new windows. That alone is accepted responsibility.

Bobbie, got my wine and olive oil today.... The olive oil bottle is so gorgeous that I don't want to use it...I just want to look at it and enjoy it for a bit! Thank you for the brochure's and catalog and all...thank you thank you! I am SO excited...I may have a glass of wine tonight...or maybe I will wait for the week end...anyway, got it, thank you

Mson, thank you for the sweet and uplifting words. I love Bobbie and know she loves me but I purchased the wine and olive oil as that is how she makes her living and I wanted to taste her products...but i am sure she would have given me a taste had I asked!!! But I am happy to help her out by purchasing her excellent products....
I was going to go to town today but I am going to have to wait till tomorrow. My doctor is very busy on Mondays and has asked that I weight if it isn't urgent...and it isn't, just was going to get my finger pricked and give her some drugs that I don't take any more so that she could pass them on to some one who could use them. I don't take Combavear or Sustiva any more and I also have some Marinol I can give her and those are expensive drugs and the poor people in town could always use the extra help. I don't need them and I want them to be used..
The puppies are all doing well and getting big..eyes are all opened. So cute..
OK, Glad Mson is doing 150 jumps now...that is excellent.
I need to get to it, the day is slipping away and I haven't done much of anything.... so I best get with it and get busy...talk to you all later..
xoxo,homer

Even if you paid for it, it is a gift . Sorry I assumed things.

No biggie...your right...it is! Oh, I haven't walked on the treadmill today at all... I feel SO lazy 2 day...I will make up for not walking I promise, I just had to confess... forgive me, my Queen