Joined: 21 Feb 2008 Posts: 5 Location: , united kingdom
paranoia after taking drugs Posted: 02-21-08 18:43pm
im in my mid 20's and was heavily into
drugs when i was younger and this led to
severe paranoia, so much that i thought
everyone was against me, even my friends
and family. i have done many things to
escape this paranoia, chaned numerous jobs
and i even joined the army but this
paranoia still follows me. i go through
stages, for sometime i can be fine and
then someone will say something and it
will set it off again and it gets worse
evertime. its been many years now and i
feel that i havent progressed in life, i
feel that i have been left behind with
society. people say that they are enjoying
life, i havent enjoyed my life for 1
second since i starting taking drugs which
was when i was 18. this paranoia has
really effected my life. sometimes i feel
that im in a trueman show and that the
whole world is wating for me to do
something and because of this i dont speak
or move or do anything just to see if
something happens. after many years of
thinking and paranoia always on my
shoulder, i think i have narrowed it
down.
do we all have cars? and are there levels
or stages to get to? the levels which i
think are 1-5. i say this becasue i have
heard many conversations between persons,
for example i specifically remember a girl
saying to a boy "are you going to take me
out in your car" and the boy saying "i
dont have enough petrol" and then the girl
saying "you aint that big". to me it
sounds like that we all have cars (human
traffic) whatever that means and that we
progress through life chasing cars to get
to level 5. abit more on cars, another
time. somone said to me are you taking
your car in town and i said no im going
drinking and then he said you know what i
mean. NO I DONT KNOW WHAT U MEAN!!!!
PLEASE HELP ME.
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Fairy*Godmother
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Hi Posted: 02-23-08 17:22pm
HI! i read this and have responded back to
your private message!
