I Made It This Far..

Hi-congrats about being in your 4month! You sounds kinda fed up though-r u ok?? Whats this 'pain in the health question' your talking about?

Liz x

Hey ya, congrats by the way!! Maybe your be more excited when it gets closer to your due date!
Take care x

The pain in the butt is my stupid old friend who keeps fallowing me around it seems like. She is a nut. I know she reads all my posts on here. She even knew I was at my dad's a few days ago, and there is no way she could have known!! But oh well...



I am feeling really bumed. I hate it. I'm not happy anywhere I go. I go to my parents, and well.. I just can't stand it there, and I can't really stand it here, because what is sapose to be my bf acts like my father!! I am getting so sick of his stupid little new rules he keeps coming up with. He treats me like i'm 16, and tells 14 year old girls I act 16! But what does he expect if he treats me that way!!!!!! What does it matter anyway, he always wanted younger girls, he told one 16 year old he was 20 so she would date him, and she did for while! So if he likes young girls so health question much, you would think he would be happy he felt like he was around such a young girl. But no, he has to act like a punk, untill he wants to has sex, and then its I love you, forgive me please! Uuuggghhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



Honestly I don't care what responce I get from this post, but I don't want this baby!! I don't want to be pregnant!! I don't want to give birth to it!! I want nothing to do with this!!! I feel compleatly trapped!!!! All because it happened way to health question fast and early!! It screwed up what possible relationship there could have been, because I doubt it will last with jeff and i, and he tells his 14 year old friend and others that he doesn't think it will last. He makes me really feel like health question!!!! Its like I just want to end my life so I don't have to deal with him, this baby or anything else!! I just want to scream and show him how I can be a 16 year old brat at 24!! If he is so unsure about things, why doesn't he just break up with me!!!

Well sounds to me like you need to give "your" child up for adoption since you want nothing to do with "it" and also you have no choice but to give birth or have a c-section. Im sure that once you start feeling those wonderful kicks you'll feel different. I used to feel the same way, trapped but we made the decision to have sex so this is what we have to deal with. You'll eventually bond with your baby. And feel more happier than ever. Mark my words. Good luck to you.~ erica.

I went thru that stage when I was preggo. I was pissed at bein pregnant and I thought it wasnt fair since this was my last "grade 12 partying year" and everything got ruined. But I look now and I realize, I wouldnt even be graduating on time if it wasnt for this baby and mine and my boyfriends relationship would definetly not be this strong, it made me see another caring side of him.
I know ur upset right now but its also partially the hormones. Sometimes I wish I wasnt pregnant anymore but then i'll feel a little flip or swift kick in my belly and I cant help but smile at the thought of this one little person that will look up to me for the rest of his/her life. U may be upset but think of all the wonders u get to go thru that not many people can. Some people will never feel what its like to be pregnant or feel those wonderful kicks and squirms. U get to be a proud person who said that u felt it and after that, u couldnt help but love that baby!
I hope everything goes okay with u and your boyfriend gets a better attitude. Hopefully when the baby comes along he'll see how much he's needed and how he neds to mature to be a dad.


Shauna

I know its these stupid hormons. I am not dealing with that very well. I do want this baby, i'm just in a really unhappy mood. I am going to talk with my bf when he gets home tonight, cause I am not happy, and he needs to know this.

Yes you need to tell your boyfriend how you feel. My hormones were out of control at first. I swear I thought I was going crazy. I drove eric nuts he couldnt take it anymore. He was begging me to get on anti- deppressants. But I didnt . The hormones eased up now im 28 weeks. But naturally you will still feel stressed st times and scared as I get those feelings myself. It will be okay. You'll make it I promise! ~ erica.

I tried talking to him, he doesn't care, and gives me a cold shoulder. Oh well

Give the child up. No child should be forced to live where "it" isn't wanted and "it" is just a "bother". Peroid.

Hey im glad u have made it this far and am sorry that u feel the way u do. God never gives u more that u can handle, remember that. I am at that 4 month mark as well and still cannot stop being so sick ive lost almost 25lbs but doc says baby sounds health. I hope it is so much..
Dahlia

Listen when I took my first hpt I sat on my bed and cried and prayed the god take the baby and give it to someone deserving. The week after I took that test I went to the doc and it was confirmed that I was indeed 9-10 weeks pregnant(i am now 31 weeks). From the time that I peed in the cup until the time he came back in I prayed that it would come back negative. When he gave me the positive result I cried a little bit and walked out to the waiting room where my sister was, whom was about 6 1/2 months pregnant at the time, I dove my head into her shoulders and told her that I was pregnant. I kept saying that it was the worst thing that had ever happened to me. Alicia grabbed my head and made me look her in the eye and she told me that a baby is a blessing no matter the time, place or the person. She told me that I made a choice and that because of that choice I now have this child. She said I had two choices- 1) to go on acting like an immature, whinny 13 year old or 2) a responsible, mature mother to be. It took my sister yelling at me to remind me what I had always been taught, a baby is always a blessing, I am ashamed now to say that I was such a little brat and resented my angel but I am glad to say that I learned something from it. This baby that is in you, is ½ of you, he or she is 25% of your greatest qualities and 25% of your flaws. When you breath so does that baby, when you eat, you nurture him or her and when you talk to or rub your belly- you are showing love and compassion that child will soon learn to give back. If you cannot find that anywhere in you- then you are not mother material. Search deep, talk to your child and learn how to love your baby.

Chrystin and baby girl

Good job chrystin!!! I totally agree w/ her!! If u feel like ur ready to have sex then u sure as h e l l be ready to deal w/ consesquenses too.....I kno ur unhappy right now but like she said that baby is a part of u and once he or she is out of u ... U feel like something is missing b/c ur sooo used to having this thing in u....It takes a huge part of u when u give birth to it but it also gives back when they laugh or smile or cry b/c they want you(all caps) to hold them no one else!!! That baby is you!! Learn to love it sweetie really just talk to it whenever things get tough u can always rely on that lil one to be there and to listen to u!! Hang in there sweetie!!

Jen river and raven

Chrystin, how old are you? If i've asked before i'm sorry... You're post was very mature.

Stacey we need to talk! Im me when you get on yahoo ok! Hopefully my boss wont be in!!!

Thanks alot girls! Cara I am 14