Ok girls I have to rant here...I have been
so stressed, its the end of the school
year and I have had it up to here!! So
much drama and crap! Ok you have to
understand that when I get stressed it get
really (caps) paranoid about
everything...Here is my list so far:
1. Went drinking at a friends house
*didnt get too drunk* and fell asleep *he
passed out* woke up the next morning
feeling fine *not sore or anything* and
later that night I was so scared I slept
with him *i hadnt of course I was being
dumb and paranoid...Again, I had broken
sleep from stress, had a memory of
everything, and he didnt move the entire
night* and the fact that my period was
last last month *it came eventually, I was
on really strong meds so that delayed it*
has made me irritated
2. I'm going to fail college *i am almost
failing a really important class*
3. Afraid i'm going to see my ex and his
family this weekend
so ahhhhhh!!!!
please tell me i'm just stressed out and
not losing my marbles
completely.......Jordan or chanda or nikki
or kari please smack me upside the head
and tell me to get a grip.....Thanks for
listening to my rant
meg
p.S - that first thing on my paranoid list
makes me laugh now, thats how I figured I
might be losing it
you didn't get too
drunk but you can't remember if you slept
with a guy.... Good one!
