Well, I was going to try & help by
posting my aura symptoms, but it would
seem they're almost all out there... I
think the only thing I can add, that
happens to me anyway, is right before the
fit, I hear something, don't know what it
is, but it repeats itself over & over
& over... My last one sounded
something like ' eye eye eye eye ' if this
makes any sense whatsoever lol it's almost
like a repetitive sound or word... Best I
can describe it
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HennieSnyman
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 30 Oct 2005 Posts: 24 Location: Arusha, Tanzania
Posted: 12-02-05 13:43pm
Hi everyone,
my auras were always pretty much the
same.
Between 1 and 5? Minutes before a grand
mal i'd sit down/fall over, and start
moaning loudly,
i think I was moaning because I "knew" a
seizure was imminent. Sadly I was always
unable to tell anyone what was bothering
me because my mind was so confused I just
couldn't find the words, or the
thoughts?
When people asked me what's up, i'd
seriously try and tell them but end up
moaning instead.
All I remember was that it was a feeling
of utter alone-ness, hopelessness and
fear, terror actually.
Even with people around me it was as-if
they weren't really people, just things,
i'd be all alone. And scared
s*&(less.
The only time my aura was different was
once in the car, I was driving to the
beach, been seizure free for about a year
at the time, I blinked and all of a sudden
I had absolutely no idea where I was. I
knew I was in my car going somewhere but I
couldn't figure out where.
I remember looking at my towel, suntan
lotion and beach stuff, and wondering
what it's for.
So I pulled over, got out of the car and
waited.
About a minute or so? Later it was asif
noting had happened, I knew where I was,
no seizure followed but I was so shaken-up
from the experience I went home, took a
bunch of pills and climbed in bed.
Aura's for me, are like angels in
disguise, warning me of danger.
Many times i've injured myself, cut my
face, hit my head, bit pieces of my tongue
etc.. So now when I have an aura I
prepare myself.
B.T.W., thank you very much, to everyone
who share their experiences here. Talking
about my "disorder" made me realise that
i'm not so "disordely" as I thought.
