To make a long story short...Again: things
went absolutely no where with justin.
I gave up. I went over to nick's
house last night to watch a movie and I
had no other plans than just to sit there
and watch the movie, but a lot more than
that ended up happening. We ended up
on his bed as a matter of fact. I
don't think I need to say anything else,
but anyway, he was only my 2nd. Ethan's
dad was my first and nick and I aren't
together and so now I just feel really
weird. I'm not sure if nick and I
would ever really work together, because
of his friends and my parents. I wish
things could work though. I guess i'm
kind of feeling guilty about what I did
with him last night for some reason.
Here's where things start getting on my
nerves. Nick is my ex-bestfriend's,
ex-boyfriend. Well, justin stopped by
nick's house last night while we were
watching the movie (we weren't doing
anything yet) and I went out on the porch
and justin asked what we were doing and I
told him we were watching a movie.
Then he goes back and tells my
ex-bestfriend that nick and I were
"messing around"...Even tho he didn't know
that for a fact. Then, he tells me
today that she's really pissed off.
She calls me up and health forum me out.
And i'm just like, "ok, you say you're
so in love with charles and you guys are
getting married, so why should you care?"
it's just really irritating you guys.
I don't know what to do. I just want
to run away and cry. There's just too
much crap going on right now. Nick
was so sweet to me last night...With all
the little kisses and cuddles. *sigh*.
I don't know what to do or what i'm
getting myself into. Maybe i'll just
be a shut in and live in my house and not
go outside or talk to anyone. Ughh.
I'm so depressed you guys. My
medicine isn't even working anymore and I
don't know what to do. It hurts too
bad.
help.
Crystal
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KariM1804
Active User, Really EHEALTHy
Joined: 31 May 2004 Posts: 852 Location: grand blanc michigan
Posted: 06-22-04 21:05pm
Crystal,
i know things might seem bad now, but they
will get better so dont give up! I dont
know how many times I thought things were
at a dead end..But theres always some
light somewhere. Plus, you have a son!
Thats a huge thing... . U cant let
little things like guys stand in your way.
I understand that feelings are important
and emotions take over, but u cant let a
guy make you shut out the world when you
have so much. Soon things will be less
complicated and u will find a perfect guy.
U have plenty of time* and dont feel
guilty, we all give in sometimes.. And
its not bad, uve only been with 2 people*
just do what feels right in your heart.
.But whatever u do, dont get depressed and
let some guys take over and make u feel
bad. You are a beautiful girl and such a
nice person!
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BbyBlu0602
Active User, Really EHEALTHy
Joined: 10 Feb 2004 Posts: 822 Location: Virginia
Posted: 06-22-04 21:10pm
Thank you kari. I hope things start
looking up soon...I'm not sure how much
pain I can take. My chest literally
aches.
Huni,
i wish I could help you! I love ya so
much and I know you are such a great
person! I hope you get to being better!
I love ya girl! Keep your head up!
Love,
chanda
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2ferano
Extremely EHEALTHy
Joined: 23 Dec 2003 Posts: 3717
Posted: 06-23-04 00:56am
Well, if she is your exbestfriend then I
take it you aren't really friends anymore?
It may not make you feel any better, but
what business is it of hers? And why
does justin care? Blow them off and go
for what it is that you want. That is
what matters. If being with nick makes
you happy then go for it. Even if you
guys are just friends, or friends with
benefits.
whatever you two want is all that matters.
If she calls you up yelling again, just
hang up. You said that she is in love
with someone else and planning on getting
married and blah, blah, so she shouldn't
give a hoot. Jealousy. That is all
that it is.
Try not to let it get you down. People
in general are ignorant, jealous,
hypocritical, mean creatures. You have
to find the good and keep them close to
you, and ignore the rest. You will be
fine, hun, but I am sorry you are so sad.
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BbyBlu0602
Active User, Really EHEALTHy
Joined: 10 Feb 2004 Posts: 822 Location: Virginia
Posted: 06-23-04 01:03am
I love you guys...You're great. I'm
gonna take your advice and keep seeing
nick. I'm not going to think about
tomorrow or next week...I'm just going to
think about the here and now and just do
what feels right during each moment. If
me and nick turn out only being friends,
that's fine with me. If we develop a
relationship, that would be great, but if
not...Then we still had some wonderful
experiences together.
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whatever you two want is all that matters.
If she calls you up yelling again, just
hang up. You said that she is in love
with someone else and planning on getting
married and blah, blah, so she shouldn't
give a hoot. Jealousy. That is all
that it is.
