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kellie0330
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 03 Jul 2004 Posts: 17 Location: ruston, la
Posted: 07-04-04 09:53am
I hope I can help by telling you you are
not alone. I dont recall when my problems
started, been there as long as I can
remember. May be the blind leading the
blind on this one, but I felt the need to
reply. I had a lot of problems blowing up
at everyone. I would be fine oneminute,
then someone(mainly the people I love)
could just look at me wrong, and I would
fly off the handle. It is a horrible
thing, you know you're doing it, dont know
why, but can't stop. I have been on so
many different meds. I finally took
myself off all of them, got a new job that
I loved and I am doing a little better. I
cant say I still dont have spells. Oh how
they some, but I am usually able to feel
them oming on and I warn my
husband(usually in a very rude, hateful
voice) that it is going to be one of those
days, and he watches out, and helps to
make things run smooth.
I have seen somewhat of a pattern with
myself, I get on meds, get off, then I am
ok for about a year. Then it is like the
viscous circle starts over again. I am a
firm believer this is heratitary. My dad
is bi-polar, me, 2 nieces (they are only
13,and 15 years old), my grandmother, and
my greatgrandmother committed suicide.
I havent become a slicer, but I do hurt
myself in other ways, I feel it makes the
pain I amfeeling at that time, go away.
My family is very concerned, and my hsband
dont know how to deal with it. I am
probally not helping much, just want you
to know that you are not alone, I can
relate with everything you said and I am
here if you need to reply...
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Baby
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 15 Sep 2003 Posts: 61 Location: Ar
Here to Help Posted: 07-06-04 13:55pm
I have had a real problem with depression
for the last seven years and I am only 19.
I cut on myself and do hurtfull things to
myself. I don't take it out on others
though. You sound like my boyfriend. He
is fine most of the time but when he gets
mad or upset he hates the world. He loves
his baby girl with all his heart. She is
his world but when he gets in one of his
moods he doesn't even care about her. She
is living with her mother and so his is
like so let her mother have her. He is
getting better and is going into a
hospital for a month. Maybe he can get
some help then I can let you know how to
help yourself.
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