Thats exactly how it went with the first
guy I ever had sex with. I had the hugest
crush on him, and he didn't want anything
to do with me besides getting in my pants.
I wouldn't let him for the longest time
because I hadn't ever done anything with a
boy before (not even kissed). So I was
terribly shy. Then one day he said that
we should start seeing each other, I was
sooo excited!!! Then he convinced me to
meet him at the skate park in the middle
of the night, so I did. And while there I
slept with him. Bad, bad decision
. I walked home
afterwards and didn't hear from him for a
couple days. When I finally did speak to
him he says "i don't think we should see
each other anymore". I cried so much! I
liked him so bad, and I had given up
something to him that I swore I wouldn't
till someone special came along. All
along my friends had told me that he was
bad news, and he would just use me. I
wouldn't believe it, I wanted to be the
one to change him. Guess I found out the
hard way that someone can't be changed
unless they want to be. I ended up
sleeping with him more than once, each
time thinking that if I did he would start
to like me. It took me a loooong time to
get over him, but no matter how much time
goes by I will still have feelings for him
because of the fact that he was my first
in everything. (i was 16).
Just thought I would share..Lol
